Sunshine kiss me

2010-08-28T16:12:00.002+08:00

I found out myself got a little problems. Get emo easily,get jealous easily,get pissed off easily,get stress easily. Screwed it up!:(

Mode math and add math were disaster.
All the homework that made me can't breathe.
The quarrels that i don't want.

Hush hush

2010-08-28T15:59:00.002+08:00

Haiz,wad's this now? I really need someone to listen to me right now:( Urghhhhh!!!!! bad mood.haiz:( Headache,headache,headache D: Expecting this holidays would be nice. Pls,can all the stuff get out of my brain?:(

I don wan any cool threats anymore. I really don want. I just need you to talk to me,understand me, sayang me. Haiz,i dont wan anymore quarrels.

2010-07-18T16:33:00.002+08:00

SHOCKio Hotel

Last friday was Datin-farewell day.It was freaking fun:D I wore a white dress and everybody was staring at me 0.o Nevermind, at least they praised me pretty:D Hahaha.. My whole gang said me was like going to marry. Hah,Pheng Siew Ho,Angela Hew, Koo Jia Xin,Jevin Chee and angeline wong. Hah,I wanna say thanks to aun chi and angeline who help me make up:D And the dress from aun chi,it's really beautiful:D Thank you everybody la:D You guys are really my most most most best friends:D Ohya, shock ning and Chee Yuet also very pretty on that day:D my bestie.

Im doing this post without you knowing:P I wanna give you a suprisse:D Sorry about today the dream:( I shouldn't think too much. I should have think what you do for me. I just love the way you talk to me lar:D I'm too into you:) The layer of dust is getting thinner right now. Hope one day it'll all gone:D

drinking HOT bali right now:D See ar, is hot, not cold oh. So guai hor?:P

Lijing

2010-07-12T15:55:00.003+08:00

Watermelon

I skipped school today:D But is becuz of I sick:( I vomitted for sso many times,suffering lar:( Not even have energy to do stuff. I wanna skip tonight tuition too.Hope my mum will let la.

Holland lost to Spain!urgh...

Nevermind, luckily the score is 0-0. If not i gotta pay 5bucks to my dad. SHOOO LUCKY.

Don't need to worry me la. Im okay right now:D I promise you I will be guai guai one. You also can't broke your promise kay?:D

Lijing

2010-07-10T15:35:00.002+08:00

STUCKATTHEHOUSE

Hello blog. It's a nice saturday,but i'm stuck here to finish the oh-so-bloody homework.I wan't to go out!:(

The tuition homework dat makes me can't even breathe properly. The piano exam which i wanna kill myself. I hope the results will not that hmmm ugly. I just wan't a pass in my certificate,please bless me GOD. If not I'll die in front of my mum. Die of her nagging,scolding or whatever so.

JULY. A birthday month. Many peoples' birthday:D I gotta choose alot of presents for 'em. STICKYSWEETS,DRESS OR HMMM MAYBE BARBIE DOLL?hahaha..I think the person who receive this present will cry in front of me!hee;D

I'm glad that you created a new blog for me:D I didnt even think of it lar, I thought you were playing at facebook till ignored me and somemore wanna scold you already one. Hee;D Don't angry when see this post,at least i didnt scold you;) I just don't like you scold me, I don't like this feelings. IDONTWANTYOUSCOLDME:( Promise me kay? Don't need worry for my finger lar, it's jus cut little bit only mar:D

FIFA World Cup Final, I gotta watch it:D i should support who? Spain or Holland? But the octopus Paul predicted Spain gonna win, ssooo which shall i support?:D I wanna skip school on Monday. Mum,please let me to ponteng kay?Hope 4Belian got alot of absentees,so that the teachers won't teach. Awh, or maybe the teachers also will skip school for world cup!;DDD hahahah...

Okay, gotta finish up my komsas. Dua peristiwa yang mengharukan berdasarkan novel papa. Papa, i gotta kritik you for the one whole page wrong. I am about to send a complain letter to the author with my tuition friends to request to change the ending of this novel. LOL.

Lijing<3

2010-07-09T22:25:00.003+08:00

Sponge Bobs

Hello blog.You're being dead for so long.Im sorry:(Im being very random these days,please don't blame me!:D If you're get annoyed by my singing,please do tell me kay?:D I'll try to control my emotional and the feelings to being hyper=D

I actually did watch FIFA world cup for the first time.Proud of myself!:D New experience watching wif friends and whole bunch of crowds. Haha,it's kinda fun though. Everybody will be cheering for the own team. And i shouted for a off-site goal of Argentina=.= whatthehellla, my image no more already. Don't classify me into crazy women shout for nothing la. Haha..first time watching football at midnight. The next day,I almost can't wake up! O-M-G la,and i reached school with my half eyes and panda eyes:( Hahahahah...

My results not that good anyway:( screwed up everything.Haihs...what a pityful results.The worst in my life man.Feel like crying only.And awh oh, Hari Terbuka,as usual my dad talked alot of bla-bla-bla crap. Feel like finding a hole and bury myself there. Walaupun Pn Tan said me quite good. But my dad still asked alot of thing. All the way sweating,like rain water. Hahah,poor me. Nevermind,case closed now.

I realised that recently,I went for much outings which all were damn fun:D camwhore,took alot of pictures. But the guys were damn potong. Especially PHENG SIEW HO and IAN CHONG. I feel like belasah you both only. Making me taking the camera for so long but cnt even took a proper pictures. Haha, but still fun la cuz can see KOO JIA XIN wore skirt wor 0.o Mel's potluck party was fun too=D took alot of pictures. Still got others, but don't really remember it. So just forget about it!LOL.

YOU,yeah you.I just hope that you don't think much:D Jus believe in me kay? I really will try my best for you. Learn to do something for my love. People said that first love wouldn't end up together. I dunno whether is true anot. But i just will do my best. Get all my love:D The words you said to me yesterday really touched my heart. I feel like we're going back to last time when we first met. hahahah...Looking to all the pictures. I feel so warm and secure. I love you:D

2010-06-27T15:22:00.001+08:00

I want the pink colour soft toy:( so nice!but nobody wanna let me buy:(

2010-06-17T22:50:00.002+08:00

baby baby baby<3

Now is 10.51pm,means still got 1hour and 9minutes is our one year anniversary. I jus noe I'm extremly hyper now. Cuz u're back. Well..yesterday went to Genting. It was awesome! =) I somemore hyper till wanna go for a movie after back to ou:D But nobody wanna teman me,damn sad lor:(

I miss you:)

2010-06-10T16:55:00.001+08:00

Final Fantasy

How i hope the holidays will not end:( I think this is the busiest holidays i have ever had. Projects,outings and travelling= tiring. Well..nvm..it's kinda fun though=) But gonna spend much money. Bye my money,you're flying away from me=(

Recently got few people heart to heart talk wif me=) But some are quite sad. Now I jus wanna tell you all,no matter wad me this friends will be there for you guys:) Haha...I kinda thought much things during this mid-year exams. I know how to handle my feelings,learnt how to care and love people, and get closer to many friends=) This made me grow up alot but as it mentally la..haha;D YOU'LL GROW UP AFTER YOU HAD CAME OVER WITH THE PAIN. OH OH...I'm a mature girl now;D

I love you.The feelings is great.And do smile more,don't put a sour face out.You'll scared alot of ppl,especially me.The moment in cinema was great:)Ohya...I'm sorry shu=( didnt buy you a birthday present.Pai seh.I'll get you when school reopen=)Haha..and the rabbit is cute(you know how to do 1 la?:P)

Althought Min Ern I misunderstand your real meaning of your statement. But I have my own thought on this statement alr:)

ILY

IMY

INY

Jing<3

2010-06-07T19:50:00.002+08:00

真真的的很懒惰！

什么都是我做！

但又不听我的哦！

什么都跟我撒娇噢！

但我又什么都听她的！

唉！

宠坏她了：〔

真是自讨苦吃

但我仍然爱她：〕

陪着她走过人生的

他：〕

2010-06-07T19:33:00.003+08:00

Falling down to the ground

I just love the way u speak,
the way u smile.
you say your're like mood swinging,
don't worry,i believe that i can stabil you emotional,
with my heart,
truly sincere heart.
yes,i'm jealous,i'm sad,i'm angry,
but your one promise would calm me down,
i love you<3

2010-06-01T19:56:00.003+08:00

QWERTYUIOP;)

<3 ILY

<3 IMY

<3 INY

The above statement prove that you're wanted:D Min Ern, Im love this statement<3

Gonna spend my whole sweet night to online and watch tv=)

Text?maybe la..don't have the mood yet.Feel like writing a long post for my almost dead blog only=)

The duration of exams for SMK DJ last TWO weeks.First week hardcore study like shit.
1st day-chinese and mathematics

2nd day-add math and Bm paper 1(Pn.Tan thank you for telling us that the add math paper you set was very EASY,I really LOVE you)

3rd day-Biology and english paper 1(PN LIM M.L,IF YOU WANNA FAIL MY BIO PAPER THEN JUST GO AHEAD,I DON'T SCARE YOU.I DONT MIND.IN THE OTHER SIDE,I'M VERY HAPPY CUZ I CAN FIND A CHANCE TO LOOK FOR DATIN AND COMPLAIN ABOUT YOU,DAMN YOU.I REGRET THAT I DIDNT GO MELAWAN YOU,LIKE WAD DELON SAID,TAKE A BUKU PERATURAN TO ME AND PROVE THAT YOU CAN FAIL A STUDENT WHEN SHE/HE IS EATING AT THE HALL.DON'T YOU FEEL UNFAIR THAT EVERYBODY'S EATING BUT SHE JUST KENA ON ME ONE PERSON)

4th day-chemistry and sejarah(speechless)

5th day-physics and pjk(i love physics paper<3,I slept after tembak-ing all the questions during pjk paper;D)

6th day(today)-BM paper 2.My beloved teacher,Cik Aini,you didnt even teach us the hikayat Indera Nata,I dont even noe a single thing about it.screw it=( oh oh..and also the pola ayat and peribahasa.12marks gone=( *sob sob*

Well..left 3more days then i'm free!:D

Sunway lagoon,outings,Power point projects and shopping,I'm desperating looking for you all=) ohya...I feel like going courses during holidays,who wanna come wif me?;D let's start the party!

I LOVE YOU

I MISS YOU

I NEED YOU

goodnight!

2010-05-20T17:43:00.001+08:00

Oh, let's screw up mid-term exams together!!!=(

2010-05-09T17:19:00.000+08:00

Happy Mother's Day!:D

2010-05-01T21:57:00.002+08:00

遲來的一封信

拉不下面的愛情,不算是真正的愛情.

以條件作為交友的選擇,這種愛情,我會瞧不起它.

不被信任的愛情,勉將維持下去也沒有用.

Today I went to 1u for shopping.But i just dunno why i don't have the mood at all.Last time i used to talk,look the people around me but my brain just thought about the one thing.Ice-cream i thought it would make my feelings better.While eating,i felt nothing.Got one moment i don't even know wad it taste like.Can i get through all these?Until i read this story,it touched me.

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand andsaid, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce.. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactoryanswer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I justpitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces.

The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front ofme, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing somethingat the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did notcare so I turned over and was asleep again. In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal alife as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage. This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning.. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request. I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions.. . She laughed loudly andthought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention wasexplicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her inmy arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily. Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head. Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out.To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute.

I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. Iheld her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs.

Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore. She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead.. Do you havea fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammedthe door and burst into tears.

I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart. That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in thebank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

愛就是這樣嗎?可能等到有那一天你會突然想起我,擔心我你才會懂吧!不多想了,一切順其自然吧...
我會把對你的思念告訴風,然後讓它隨風而去....

2010-04-28T20:28:00.002+08:00

Uh oh...I just need someone to tell me now.

1. Screw all your homework.
2.Don't need to study.
3.There's no exams.
4.Go play all you want,have fun.
5.Sleep whenever when you are tired.
6.Go high with ur buddies.
7.Don't worry and stress,i'll be your side.I love you.

Well..I think this will only happen in my dream:(

2010-04-21T19:39:00.004+08:00

Fly away

Form 4 life is tough,and everybody has their own stuff to busy.How about me?=(

2010-04-16T20:39:00.001+08:00

Opinions on pornography???Can anyone tell me wad can i write 4 the essay base on this topic?:(

2010-03-31T21:04:00.001+08:00

Controlling my hands,brain and heart:(

2010-03-27T14:24:00.003+08:00

Sour power

School has reopened.Got back all my results:) But i don't really satisfy,got too many A- :( Gotta work very very very hard in mid-term exam.And now i realised that some teachers are suck at giving books mark.Everytime got pass up all homework but didnt get full marks. stupidstupidstupid.

Everything at school are okay except for HOMEWORK.Gosh...can you all don't give us so many homework?:( Ohya...still got the oral test:( *sob sob* I'm not good at speaking:( Pls don't let me fail my oral test.NO..I must think that i'll be able to do very well. I must be very confident(convincing and conforting myself).Crazy me.

Ahha..gotta go FOC buffet at Seoul Garden at this friday's night:D yay!!!After that maybe gonna go for a late night movie wif bestie:) Our science tuition teacher belanja:)Why?Because we got an A for her science.I don't even remember she said that before last year before pmr=.= till she reminded me few days ago.haha..nicenicenice.

I love staying back wif you.It's awesome:D You cheer till so cute:) although you not really cheering yesterday.I hope i can be wif you forever.Your concern,care and love make me feel i'm wanted:D I just love you.I don't want us to be quarrel about small matter again.I just wanna cherish every moment we be together:D Can we do that?:)

Jing

-She loves everybody and she wants you-

2010-03-19T21:59:00.003+08:00

Heart talks

Talked wif him till very late last night:) Heart to heart talk was really nice:D since so long we didnt chat like this.The feelings was awesome:) You're always there for me,i love you.I just wanna tell you now,Don't jealous too much,no good.It's nothing for you to jealous,understand?You've stolen my heart nobody could ever take it:D

2010-03-18T14:24:00.002+08:00

Tenth:)

10 can mean many things,

10 pieces of paper

10 books

10dramas

10 people

But this 10 is very meaningful to me:)

It means the 10th month we be together:D

I love the promises you gave to me and I hope it'll be forever.

Now i jus don't wanna think much and enjoy the moment we be together:D

Ily:)

2010-03-17T20:06:00.002+08:00

vanila+chocolate=?

erm...naughty bubu wan me update.But the problem is wad to write?:( Holiday is very very boring but I don't wan't schoool to reopen becuz i don wan handle those stress and homework:( I wan go shopping:D

sleep on the beach,
lay on ur shoulder and let the sunshine kiss me:)

2010-03-16T19:59:00.002+08:00

Fox's mints

This holidays is damn nice except for I still got tuition:) Don care alr,i don't wanna go!!!:)haha..erm..talk bout wad leh?Exam?holy crap:( I think I gonna dead when the school reopen and as well as my oral test also:( stress form 4.If I found out who's the one who say form 4 is a honey moon year,i gotta whack him/her up!!!

bubu no naughty la,

she is just manja:)

2010-03-16T19:50:00.001+08:00

Bad bubu always naughty. Even update blog also lazy=.=

All i hope is everything you said when we chat is reality:)

Nothing to write edi...

bye

2010-03-13T17:11:00.003+08:00

Exam's over!!!:) Holiday is here.enjoy it:D

2010-03-05T22:15:00.002+08:00

Just a short one:D

Exam is around the corner,so i have been studying in all this while.oh wait..all this while?Sorry,let me do a correction,is all in this week and next week onlyD: It's bad that we gotta sit the exam in the hothothot hall.I hate the position that i'm sitting):I don't like being seated in the front,it's horrible.Yet,I still got many stuff haven't study.Eg:Sejarah,I didnt even touch the textbook..ewww...D: omg..I still gotta do my essay for tuition homework:(And I still left 2more days to go:( Monday is the time for me to enter the hell or heaven.It's just a line difference.Heaven or hell?It'll be known on monday:D/D:

Stress stress stress:(

2010-02-20T22:28:00.002+08:00

Ops..sorry:( My previous post was jus too...geram...wanna remain calm now:D I don't want school to reopen:(I don't want study,don't want bury in homework,don't want go tuitions:( Tomorrow will be a day for me to do all my homework and most important oral test:( Ohya..I still gotta attend my add math tuition:( sob sob* I wan't more holidays and more ang pau!(:

2010-02-14T18:11:00.003+08:00

I admit i was wrong that i cnt keep my promise.But it's reali the 1st time i cnt stay back 4 u after school.I cnt help it.The stress and force from my parents was enough to make me feel that bad and stress.I jus wan ur understanding.U say i didnt understand you,then did you?U ask urself.I quarrel wif them becuz i jus wanna be wif you only.After we broke up,u noe how sad and angry was i when saw the message u accidentally sent to me at the midnight 2am?"Grandma,i broke up wif my girlfriends.actually we have a lot of problems.erm..dunno la..jus wanna tell u:)" Yes..the smiley face killed me.u sms her a smiley face but me ohwell,u go hell wif ur excuses.why her?I dunno why.Ya..ur loyalty is this?wow...it's so great for you to say that.I really hate you.U say u're empty when u're alone at school.U think i'm not when at my house?Quarrel wif my parents jus becuz of you.yes you.stupid me.Today somemore thought that i wanna think positive and be back a friend wif you.But after reading ur blog.bull shit!I hate you!you jus wan me to stay back wif you and when i cnt u jus do that to me!u say u love me?well..wad's the love in this?when u're stress wif ur studies,wanna break up,was me there to comfort you.eventhough u said u don love me eyes to eyes.When got problems,i jus wanna find a friend to chat.U say me wan talk to joey is becuz wan her side me to help me,talk goods bout me.But i really jus wanna find a friend to talk to when i'm sad.I really hate you.Think bout urself.wad you've do 4 me be4?think bout it.U spoiled my whole chinese new year.And this will be a scar in my heart till my end of life.I wont forget bout it.YOU BULL SHIT!!!Come n tell me now is a waste of ur life to crazy bout me!!!And is jus becuz i cnt stay back 4 u!!!Stupid me!!!at the 1st i don even should believe it when jia xin told me u lik me!!!I shouldnt involve in this!!!waiting for me is the waste for you,loving you is the shit of me!!!I shoudnt even crazy bout u that stupid much!!!U said i don trust you!!!go think bout it when a girl after break up don even till 5 minutes saw that damn message sent by her ex to a girl at midnight!!!u go ask any girl!!will she burst!!! I hate you!!!U said i'm jealous,yes i'm!!!even u saw me took pics wif a small bro u also jealous,i saw this message i wont jealous!!!I even burst ar!!!almost throw my phone alr!!!bull shit la u!!!

2010-02-12T23:12:00.003+08:00

*100post

I dunno wad's going on.My heart breaks.At the moment i saw that message,i felt lik throwing my phone to the floor.I didnt sleep well last night.Heartbeat fast lik hell.Suspecting wad's wrong wif my heart:(I cant stay strong anymore.Is jus too deeply.haiz.Chinese new year?screw it up.no mood.And i gotta bury in my damn shit homework.I cant stand it.I really cant.

bull shit,i miss you

2010-01-31T18:01:00.001+08:00

Forget bout my bad memories and

jus rmb those good memories:D

2010-01-31T17:45:00.003+08:00

Tic-Tock

Im sitting on my bed,holding my laptop and writting my this dear little post:D I've just read a person's blog and feel so touch either sad ?everybody has a dream but when u're chasing your dream in a different country,different environment and away from ur family,friends and love ones,you'll feel different.Although u're still under the same blue sky but really u're feel much much different:( alone,what is left wif you is jus the same shiny bright stars to be wif u.

Haiyo..why am i so into it?I wont leave my home now:D I aint gonna go overseas and study.Maybe yes but it gonna be few years later.no worries now:)Suddenly thought of what is my dream?WHATISMYDREAM?Be a fashion designer?(becuz i love clothes:D)A physicologist?Help ppl to solve their problems:)OR weddingplannerbankeraccountant?:)My way gonna be clear as im growing more mature:)My future gonna be bright ya?:D

jing

2010-01-30T17:16:00.003+08:00

*97:)

I'm here again:D well..again a tiring week:( But yesterday i skip unggul:) haha...naughty girl..chinese new year is coming but i still don feel anything:( oh wait..chinese new year is around corner mean very fast i gotta do my oral test?!!!:(

Pathetic life.i hope 2010 will end faster.i hate this year.Am i too fast to say this becuz this month is jus January!!!bull shit.I should get myself into it.I need something to release my stress!!!Every day buried in damn homework especially essays!!!ah damn..arghhh...ohya ohya..this year valentine's day fall on the 1st day of chinese new year.again another bull shit.no fun at all.but did i have fun at every past year?haha..i dunno.maybe yes by receiving presents from my girlfriends?bff?haha..

I want back my oh-so-free-life la!!!even though want me go back last year and retake my pmr i also dont mind.ohno ohno..i should think things that in future!!!i'm convincing my mind.AHAHA!!!Am i crazy alr?YESORNOYESORNOYESORNOYESORNO???

Ohya..I learn someting new in my english tuition.The book mentioned that 'writing an essay is jus lik cooking.No matter wad way u use,you still gotta start somewhere else'.Writing essays jus lik cooking?hahaha...

Wondering my life will become how?:S wanna try something new and interesting BUT not ADD MATHANDESSAYS!!!BULL SHIT.

I want...
I want...
I want...
Wad i want?
Can someone tell me wad am i?

2010-01-24T17:03:00.002+08:00

okay..finally got a chance and come here to online..
3rd week of school and i was really really really busy though:(
buried in school homework which were freaking alot,tuitions and schools,koku:(
this schedule is repeating everyday except for weekend.
i can rest:) But well,i still haven finish my damn essay:(
gonna do some research on this.
uh oh..this year i gonna abandon all my dramas and online so-damn happy moment:(

I wanna stay strong

2010-01-16T15:01:00.002+08:00

reading 'papa' now:)
uh oh..the story is not bad so it encourage me to continue reading it:D
But it's damn stress wif all those school homework,tuitions and kokurikulum:(
Add math..ohhhhhh..my killer man..
i think i gonna blog once a week huh?
Mummy says gonna bring me go buy new year clothes on Febraury:D
yay!!! but she gonna bring me go those all expensive expensive shops:0
guess wad will i do?maybe i not gonna dare pick even a clothes up?
naah...maybe my mum would jus encourage to buy more:Dhahaha...
continue reading my papa=)

2010-01-10T18:06:00.002+08:00

Everything back to normal huh?

1st week school pass.And i'm trying my very best to suit in my class and form 4:) Add math,biology,physics and english are my killer man but i'll gambateh:D Co-curiculum gonna start in this week time,stay back 4 chinese class and tuitions.uh oh...gonna be busy again but still i'll have my own time to online i guess:D

2010-01-08T17:56:00.003+08:00

It's over and left wif a broken heart

I still remember that u've told me be4 our 1st love is gonna last forever.It's so insulting after u said this and now it ended wif you don love me anymore.I don believe it when u said that through sms but today u had made me trust it.You said it to me eyes to eyes YOU DON LOVE ME ANYMORE.My tears is rolling in my eyes.How could u hurt me like this?But after when i walked pass your class i saw that u're looking at me and when i look over you you jus turned around your head.Why u change that fast?i don understand.You noe i've thought alot of reasons for you.Maybe you jus angry jus will say that/Maybe you too stress wif ur studies/Maybe,maybe n alots of maybe.ur 5words today really made me hurt.you don even wanna talk much to me.I jus request for a why cant you jus answer me honestly?I noe u sure got a reason.Wad happen to you?Am i really a burden to u in ur studies?

I hate you but I more hate myself.I'm still missing you right now.every moment i wanna try forgotten about everything but it reminds me more.About our memories,those letters,sweet words and care.Whenever i'm sad, happy,stress wif studies or wad you'll be the one to comfort me,the shoulder for me to rely on.You're my motivation to go school and study.You're so damn important to me.Without you i dunno how my life could goes on.Sorry maybe i'm that selfish.Now jus left me alone here.Maybe i should pray 4 a heavy rain so that i could go under it and refresh myself to face the cruel fact.Maybe I chould have an accident which I can lost all the memories.But i noe it's impossible.Maybe i should put this memories remains in my heart and lock it in a deep deep way.I really miss you.alone here feel sucks.I could be crying more and more times now.

2010-01-05T17:48:00.002+08:00

School,

Well..what should i say bout it?

So far so good?oh no!!!should be so far so stress and bad:(

My expectation before school starts was damn freaking high!!

But after the 1st day school,it changed to disappointment..seperate wif all my friends..wth

Those teachers starting to teach n gave homework:(

Stress stress stress..in class totally felt lik left out alr:(but luckily still got hui xian sit beside me.

Then today met back Grace:) yay!!!she made me felt damn happy in the biology lab:D

After recess shock came to my class..freaking happy..kesian hui yuan:(

pity she is the only one left in Angsana..

I still miss 3Belian'09 alot alot alot:(

It's much much much more better than my class now:(

Boo the school!!!

Form 4 sucks!

Pathetic school life:(

Hope i can get used to it as fast as possible..

GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF!!!

2010-01-02T17:34:00.003+08:00

2010 , Happy New Year:)

Let me talk about my past few years in secondary school life:)

2007

we'd been changed to a totally new environment which was new school,new teachers,new friends and so on.totally scary but after a few months i get used to it:D nice teachers,LESS HW(haha) and also tuitions.relaxing year.I still remenber that i love KHB periods so much cuz can getta eat keropok and nerds withouth teacher knowing,awesome!:)after school will be rushing to the bubble tea's stall there and bought it.haha..2007 past damn fast:D

2008

Again a relaxing year:) But we always lik to ask why this year like past till damn slow 1?that's for the first week.after that no more complainings..we used to enjoyed alot alot:)especially Pn Julie's period.hehe:P Zu-en normally will sleep when she was teaching tatabahasa.When she woke up then she'll asked notes from us.haha..funny cuz P.Julie nvr ever caught her in sleeping.lucky:P While Hui Yuan will be there kept non-stoping writing something on the books.Not that tatabahasa notes it was her super super nice novel.haha..ppl will thought she really tat rajin coying those notes.me?i think i jus keep talking wif jia xin only but we very good when teachers teaching we'll be so quiet n listen to it.haha:P miss this year alot:(

2009

wow..pmr year.everybody were nervous bout this from the starting of the year.but since Julai i think i so hope that pmr gonna end faster:)after doing many exercise i've the confident alr except language.screw it up but who cares i also got my results alr.straight A's!!!:D Happy year:)

2010

i think it gonna be a fun year too!!!:D form four???honeymoon year??haha..i guess so:) on the 1st day i gonna ask the same question again why this year lik go till so slow??hahaha:D

everything the best in this year!!!:D
Good Luck to me:)

2009-12-31T19:25:00.002+08:00

2009 is such a great year:D thank you everyone who made my this year become so awesome!!!:D i'll miss 3Belian and my friends too:) and you,bright my my this whole year:D

i love 2009 so much!!!:)

i guess 2010 is a better year right?

haha..i hope so:)

2009-12-31T19:20:00.001+08:00

2009 gonna end soon!!!i'll miss it!!!:(

but anyway

happy new year eve!!!:D

2009-12-25T15:09:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas:)

well..didnt blog for a few days:(Yesterday went back to school and got our pmr results..scary though:( I'm happy wif my results:D haha..congratz to my hubby too:)you did very well:) is it 4 me?haha..then came to christmas eve party..played till crazy alr but were not us YOUNG 1 were all those ahem u noe not say old was so called ADULT..hahaha..sound lik i'm insulting them..drink wine drink till all almost drunk alr..Me,cousin and my sister also drank..felt dizzy after drinking dunno how much..haha..cool right? today is christmas but i don have the mood..haiz..wad happen to us?i cnt figure it out:( i ask my heart but there left no answer..haiz..in a bad mood now...

2009-12-21T22:40:00.002+08:00

2 more days left:D

ghee...wanna update photos but it's so slow:(hate it:( still got two more days then u're back:D If you nvr go Pangkor wif sean they all la..well..These days jus stuck at home,watch tv,online and read books..typical girl..haha:) waiting for u come back:D and also christmas christmas christmas is coming:D me wan presents:)

2009-12-18T23:37:00.003+08:00

christmas present:)

Went to 1u today:)watched storm warriors,but there wasnt that good and the ending was lik hanging there..wasted my time,i felt so sleepy when i'm watching it:/received a call from jia xin and somemore when havent seen the contact i was so damn happy that i thought the call was from you:( kinda disappointed:( tommorow gotta watch princess and the frog:D jia xin,better u come wif me k?:)me wanna shop a present for someone too;p Need your profesional opinion:p erm...guessing wad you're doing now?looking up the sky?or u're chit-chatting wif sean they all?i miss you...ohya,and

Happy 6months Anniversary:D

Although the sixth month u cant be wif me but our heart is still together right?:)

u promised me gonna celebrate wif me after u come back from OBS 1 ar:D

Christmas is near the corner:D i wanna receive many presents presents:)got somemore who is kind just give me the present?:)I love presents so much:D I did heard a bad news too:(

WE GONNA GET OUR RESULT ON CHRISTMAS EVE?WTH!!!DAMN SCARY:(

I'll be super duper happy if i get straight As:) If not then it'll be my bad day ever:(

It'll screw up my whole christmas:(

If is good news,i gonna call my mum bring me to 1u and shop till crazy:D oh yeah:)

nici,my lovely handbag,cute teddy bears and soft toys:D

kitschen,nichii and forever 21,wait 4 me!:D hehe:)

everybody,wish me Good Luck:)

So that i can get my best ever christmas:)

2009-12-16T16:33:00.003+08:00

Malaysia,im back!!!

Korea's trip was awesome:)The weather there was cold and windy.fantastic..i love the weather there:D their food?ermermerm..healthy food,kept eating kim chi,seaweed,steamboat and RICE for every meals:/ except for breakfast and supper la:) Breakfast was just lik american style breakfast:D And i ate korea's maggi mee for every supper..oh gosh..but nvm..eating spicy Maggie in superdupercoldweather was freaking nice:D(to you,if you go there then too bad no spicy maggi for you:P Haha)Me and my mum also kept eating potato chips and drinking orange juice while enjoying watching korea's drama although i dunno wth they talking about:)haha..i heart outskirt resort and condo cuz it's reallyreallyreally big for we two people:D two rooms,two washrooms,1wet kitchen and 1 living room!!!awesome right?We enjoyed alot:) BUT,the hotel in seoul was...bluekkk...small if compare to the resort and condo in the outskirt:( We got our chance to eat barbeque when we're in the city:D nice,it's jus lik sate but were more delicious:) I gotta say bout ice skiing also,i'm not skiing was sliding down and falling down lik hell..damn pain:( Though was quite syok and a good experience also la..there was no snowing:( yeryeryer:(

Photo times:)#1

aiyaya..dunno wad happen again:/ error on page...later upload again:D

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Wating for your call everyday:( Jus now got 1 unknown number called me but that's not you,kinda disappointed:( I think you're having fun in your OBS camp..jus take care la..still got 7days then you're back:D 23rd Dec:)

2009-12-07T20:49:00.002+08:00

teddy bear:D

i'm going to korea on wednesday night alr:(i gonna miss you so much:(somemore when im back u gonna go camp alr..haiz:(so i gonna have 2 weeks plus cant talk to you:(haiz..don talk bout this talk bout something good:D Thanks to my friends who wish me have a safety flight:D Ohya...and also tq to the friends who give me my belated birthday present:)shock ning,hope those things u say is not true,i dont wan get a ass numb when i reach there..damn bad wei u..hope i'll have fun in korea..the weather there will be damn cold,snowing now alr:)Promise you i'll take care:)gonna miss you..
love u so much:D

jing

2009-12-02T19:27:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to YOU!!!:D

So i shall continue blog about yesterday:)erm..celebrated at night,went The Ship to eat..every year the same la..haha...so got a kiss from both of my parents:D my mum so bad wanna eat ice-cream already jus kissed me:( sticky..ate till damn full:)

Happy birthday to my darling:D

It's your birthday alr:)always your birthday is after mine..maybe this call faith?let two different ppl can meet each others in such a way:)Thank to the God give me such a good present which is you to me:D You're always there for me whenever i'm..You protect me at any time..try very hard not to let ppl to hurt me..take good care of me..don let me do this do that but jus becuz of my own goods:D I love you:)I promise you i'll take good care of myself when go to Korea so no need let u worry:)of cuz i'll miss you alot alot too..

I love you:)

sorry that i cnt go Genting on this saturday..haiz..

jing

2009-12-01T22:51:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthay to me!!!:D

I love today so much:)got a new laptop for my birthday present from my daddy!!!:)yay!!!so details i tmr jus will update cuz tired..haha..so goodnight and sweet dreams:D ohya..i also wanna thank you to everyone who wishes me on my birthday..thank you so much!!!ohya...my dear darling i love you:D And also happy early birthday to you:D i love you...

2009-12-01T15:54:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was fun except when I saw something which I should see:/ everybody is nothing dirty k? haha:P..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU BABY!!! :D

Gonna buy present in Genting edi...I gonna panic coz I suck at buying present:/

2009-11-26T20:39:00.003+08:00

countdown to 4!!!:D

These few days i'd been very busy..finally today i stay at house for the one whole day to rest:) But is still boring:/
Jus update wad i did in those days..

Mon-23/11

go shopping!!!:DBut is jus order the things we want only:)so 1day gone:D

Tues-24/11

Cut my hair..my fringe is kinda short now and ohya i highlighted my hair:D Is brownish now:)but i scare when i go back schoool the teacher will catch me..pa pa:( then at night again go shopping:/ tired tired..

Wed-25/11

shopping again becuz of the big big sales..all things kinda cheap actually:D Most satisfy is i bought the jeans:)jus only Rm30+..cheap cheap cheap..then came back home rested for awhile then went over to hui yuan's place..BABERQUE PARTY!!!It's rocks although the fire we'd been starting it quite long:)but is still a very nice weather to bbq:)ate till damn full..ohya..Aman Suria's environment not bad eh:DTheir facilities quite good too..stayed till 10something then balik rumah and of cuz sleep but cnt really sleep cuz waiting for ur phone..

and Happy Belated Birthday to Shuet Ling!:D

i miss you and our topic last night:D

i'll believe wad u said..

i'm so glad that i alr found my mr.right..

i love you:D

2009-11-23T20:47:00.002+08:00

After updating my blog is turn to update yours:D haha:) This time not you lazy just I wanna do it myself although I've nothing much to say...Say wad?? I love you...That's already millions of times already..haha:)

Just remind you to take care yourself at the barbeque party on Wednesday..(I just said it in my blog=.=) But still I gonna say take care:P

sorry for the short post today coz honestly I've nothing to write about...Ohya. I love you new dress and the mini skirt:D

2009-11-21T17:06:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry about the harsh decision I made and I really promise it won't happen anymore..If you trusted me..Even if you don't I won't blame you coz it is my fault..haiz:(

Haiya...Can't wait for the next outing anymore..Miss you so much:( and remember to take care when you go for the barbeque party ok? If you dare to cough once when I'm beside you then you know what gonna happen:P

I don't know what to update anymore so ciao..bye:)

Love you:)

2009-11-21T16:52:00.003+08:00

Heart calls

went to 1u yesterday:D shop till siao siao alr..1st went to wad that shop call alr huh?erm erm..penang dunno wad 1..anything la..ate popiah and also prawn mee:)delicious delicious:D The honey lemon there was kinda sweet=.= then went to shins buy the shampoo,nail polish,lips glose..wanna buy make-up set 1 but my mum dunno y suddenly call me don buy=.= ohya..perfume perfume that i want also mummy don let me buy:(i love that smell so much eh:(next stop was kitschen:D try alot of clothes and dressses:)

more pics uploaded next post cuz is too slow and somemore page on error alr:(

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my hearbeat will beat faster for you

these few days we quarreled alot alot..i jus dunno wad to do alr..haiz...keep thinking and thinking but still none of a solution come out...i jus dunno why..not i don wanna call is jus haiz..don wanna talk bout it alr...i jus hope that u could understand me more,can my dear?:(i miss you:(

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i'm waiting for my birthday outing:)

jing

2009-11-18T13:32:00.002+08:00

our love story:)

My revenge to you is sucess:P u really believe that im not gonna update my blog..haha easy kena tipu by me:P

5months past,our relationship is still staying strong:)yesterday midnight i thought of really lots of our memories..got happy and unhappy one..im glad that now we can overcome all the problems together..even though quarrel,after few hours or a day we also can be back lik normal...say sorry to each others..that even make our relationship more close:D

i'll put all the good memories in my heart:)forever...i also believe that we can make more good memories in our future time:Dwif u,my life is full of colour,not black and white anymore:)i love you..

this is a post for you,my beloved dear:)

2009-11-18T13:03:00.001+08:00

it's the 5th month!!!:D

2009-11-16T10:40:00.002+08:00

times of 2009 really flies

i miss school:(i miss the time being wif u in the cabin and see-ing u training wif ur band members...and ohya..missing when u help me massage:Phaha...times really flies la:(i'll be missing 2009 so much so much:(i forgotten to bring my camera to school so no pics now:(now i have a phobia going form4..it seems lik so scary:(

2009-11-15T17:27:00.003+08:00

i miss you

12/11/09
last day of school

Attendance of last day school was good:)many ppl came school actually:)yay!!!it's such a nice day except for u're kept busy-ing in the hall:(so the last day of school we're not together:(nvm la..u're preparing for the DJ's got telent so is ok:)ur performance was really great..ohya..forgotten to congratz Beating Biscuits...it's not too late to say it now right?:)

13/11/09

I went to shu's house:)nvr swim cuz got caught in a flu:(so jus go walk walk then go up n sing karaoke:)yay!!!me love singing:D mel kept on saying her chinese was not bad...haha...ohya..i don really ate much food:(cuz of you la..don let me eat:(no fried foods n cold drinks:(but still i being naughty to curi curi makan..haha:P shu's ur house was scary when at night..no lights..scary scary:/ohya..and i got to play wif the little dear bunny which i miss so much:)it's start wif a bunny:)

and now i miss you n the bunny so much..miss the time we being together:(ok..finally i done my post:D

jing

天天夜夜

2009-11-14T21:00:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was the last day of school but we didn't go..Sorry Puan Joyce:( You are a great teacher especially in History. We'll miss you so much after DJ loss such a great teacher:)

I miss days in the cabin when I can really spend time with you. I sitting beside you when you playing UNO and you're beside me when I'm in band training with other friends for DJ GOT TALENT. Luckily I did it at least a 3rd place or not I really dissapoint you and I didn't spend time with you the whole day...

Thanks for all the supports that you gave me and it really helps. The time when I step on the stage I was busy finding you. And when I saw you you're looking at me:) That lookof yours really gave me a lot of courage to do well... More than half of the cause for me doing well is your support..:)

Me and you..I can say that's forever..No matter what:)

2009-11-12T20:41:00.002+08:00

Haiyo..see again=.= Lazy to update ask me update for u..Nvm Nvm...I very guai 1 hor? haha..Listen to my baby 1:P

Lucky we at least got 3rd place in DJ GOT TALENT or not few times went to Akarkarya wasted money only=.= but we still had a lot of fun after forming our band..Beating Biscuits!!!

Sorry about today hubby was too busy about the audition thingy and didn't recess with you today...Somemore today is the last day of school eh..haiz:( I'm so sorry

Luckily I didn't disappoint my parents,friends and mostly YOUR fully support..or not I can't perform perfectly:) We'll continue making great song for our friends and supporters:) Ohya..Hubby can try make a song for baby:)

2009-11-10T17:19:00.003+08:00

i'm sorry:(

went out almost half the day...
haiz..i'm so sorry letting u wait me for 7hours..
i'm so so so sorry:(
i feel so bad right now...haiz..
ohya..btw DJ got talent still 2days away..
wish Beating Biscuits good luck:D
go Beating Biscuits and my most talented drummer:)

jing

2009-11-09T16:00:00.005+08:00

i'll,my dear

This almost 5months together wif you,i'm seriously very happy:)although the first two or three months we had quarrels 4 so many times but atleast we still stayed strong and overcome all the problems..didnt give up even though is hard:D Finally our realtionship now is good and strong:)

haha..last few years i also didnt notice that u had the same feelings as i too...so we two considered are the two most blur people in this world ya?i really feel thankful to the God..IT give me such a faith on you:D

I not gonna leave you la..don worry...i'm forever yours:)the special feelings to you will nvr change...i jus love you...love your everything...

1st love is not gonna end up together?no way...we'll prove that the theory is wrong..i've confidence n i believe u have too:)you need me n i need you too my dear:)

i love you my mr.right:D

jing

Stay with me forever

2009-11-07T21:20:00.001+08:00

It's almost 5 months we've been together and i'm glad so far we had no more quarrels and fights...I really love NOW:)

Think about it the last few years I really wasted my time I didn't notice you have the same feelings as I did... How blur am I? Haha:) But still never hope for more...At least I knew it now and this is the perfect time and a perfect test for us. Those quarrels we had few months back is just a test for our relationship and we did overcome it right?

I think I'm into you forever coz nobody ever gave me such a strong and special feeling like you. It's special and it's just only once. I had a chance now and I not gonna let you go...It's forever... The feelings called LOVE for you it's not gonna end.. Trust me:)

People always say first love is not gonna end up together. I can't be sure for myself but I got confident to prove this theory is wrong. And to do that,I need you forever..

Will you? Sweetheart?
:)

2009-11-06T18:07:00.008+08:00

you love me now:)

went school 2day:D n ya i finally saw shock ning came school:) when we saw each other we hugged n shouted out loud cuz too long nvr see alr..haha..sampat la..then play uno cards wif my friends,you n justin they all..girls vs guys..haha..was lik we're in a war mus plan all the things 1st..haha..u all guys loser:P

ohya...i think i'll be going genting on my birthday 1st of December...be4 that all of u mus give me my presents ya??:D planning a day be4 my birthday go 1u or curve wif all my friends n u:)i wanna go karaoke n sing,watch movie n shopping DUH!!!:)but wait,can anyone tell me where can we go eat our dinner?i'm still thinking bout it..give me some opinions???:D

jing

2009-11-05T11:12:00.002+08:00

i think i'm ok

skipped school today n i think is fun:)woke up at 10 n come 2 chat wif you:D ohya..n i did take some pics of my cutie dog:)

hey oscar look here n say 'cheese'..haha...

my dog cute right?

2009-11-04T18:39:00.001+08:00

my heart is not wif me

2009-11-03T13:03:00.004+08:00

my life is wonderful with your presence:D

life after pmr is not so much fun but atleast we no need study till so presure which is a good thing?but still sometimes i feel is freaking boring stay at house or maybe go school i've more fun:D i've my friends n you teman me:)play uno cards,chat n watch ur performance:)it's great!!!:D

i wanna go shopping!!!i wanna buy things:(bring me 2 ou..i wanna buy clothes,high heels n erm...got wad somemore ar?jus leave it la,go there jus think:)ohya..i also wanna learn bake cakes n cookies:)delicious delicious....who can teach me ya???:)

ohya..pics time:)went to kuala selangor:)

this monkey is so greedy..

grab two long beans from us..

i hate going the batu arang to jus see the flowers..wth..is freaking annoying when u gotta sit 2hours+ bus journey jus to see those flowers:/is awful!!!i alomost vomited in the bus:(me,my cousin n sister complainted lik hell...but the monkey hill is awsome..could feed them n see them in a near distance:)

still got many pics but the uplaoding is too slow,next time jus upload la:)

ohya..my friends,i'm going to korea on maybe dec7th or 8th!!!:)

my dearest you no need worry bout me:)the plane won crash or wad 1 don think too much..although we're far apart 4 few days but my heart will still wif you:Di'll take good care of myself..miss you so much:)i love you^.^

jing

-out-

2009-10-27T13:11:00.002+08:00

hey bloggie,sry i've abandoned you 4 dunno how long alr:(
after pmr life is fun?interesting?bored?i dunno..it depends on my mood...
aiyo..my mum is calling me alr..gotta go alr..
sry my blog,later will be continue:)
bye...

2009-10-20T18:37:00.003+08:00

baby ar...damn lazy 1 lo...need people to help her update:P
but hubby really dunno what to talk about wad..:S
thanks for making me believe in this love..
thanks for being with me...
now I've a new formula in my life...

You+Me=Forever:)

2009-10-18T20:14:00.003+08:00

special 4months:D

this 4 months being wif you is super super happy:)
time really past so fast..
although at first we had faced alot of problems but now finally we can be so happily alr:)
and i love ur promise:)
every words u say u'll put in my heart..it's so sweet..
cuz i noe u're 4 my own goods:D
ohya..ur chocolate i haven habis..haha..

you=me:)

no matter wad i'll be on ur side and support you..

i'll nvr change my love 4 you..

you're my only one and it's forever:)

2009-10-15T21:34:00.002+08:00

my dear little bloggie,guess wad i'm doing now?

eww....all ppl is going outing but me is jus staying at my home n keep helping my dad n mum to upload photos on facebook..sad right?:(
n the cacat com is lik damn slow..haiz..sad sad..
i wanna go ou and sunway lagoon la!!!:(
haiz..feel lik crying now..where's my freedom?
no mood to write alr...bye..

2009-10-13T18:07:00.003+08:00

PMR IS OVER!!!!

whee!!!finally i can get back my freedom!!!
now i jus wanna play,eat n sleep..haha:)(p/s:don say me is a pig k?)
it's time for everybody to relax n play till crazy!!!parties time:D
ohya..n i'm still awaiting for my laptop on my birthday:)
daddy,dont mungkir janji k?u promise me alr 1...
hehe..laptop i'm waiting for you~

gonna eat my yummy ice-cream n chocolate:)

so bye:D

2009-09-18T20:10:00.001+08:00

special special day <3

me love:D

2009-09-18T17:52:00.002+08:00

bliss

It's raining now...i feel myself is well-being:)
i've my parents who love me so much,
i've a good gor gor which i always hope i could have 1 2 teman me crapping,chatting and concern bout me,
i've my besties to help,concern,play,chit-chat wif me...
and finally you...glad that u're changing for me..seriously:D u're now always there 4 me:D

jing says goodbye:D

2009-09-17T17:32:00.003+08:00

holidays' here!!!
BUT it's gonna be a torturing holidays:(
we gotta study lik hell at home:/
ew....dreadful...
Pmr i think somehow we still got 19days to go..
so gambateh to all form3 students!!!

glad that u're changing,

ily:)

2009-09-10T16:16:00.002+08:00

i'm here again...not bad ar?:D

well...these days were damn boring...
go to school do all those exercises,like science,math,english and so on so on...
others periods play the dotz games...arghhh...everytime i lost 1...bad bad bad...
shock ning and hui yuan u two lik 2 block all my way..ew..geramnya!!!
wanna ponteng school tmr cuz i wanna sleep but cnt...again another bad:(
next week is the gerak gempur thingy but i still haven ready 4 it yet..
i should be studying now la!!!but sad thing is i don wan 2..lazy la...
when i saw the books i'll jus yawn and fall asleep:(
stress betulnya~
you pmr pls faster over so that i can play and no need to study alr!!!

jing says goodbye~

2009-09-06T17:55:00.002+08:00

lazy-ness

oh well...as i said i'd got back some results...
mostly i'm satisfied but except for some..haiz...expect it to do better 1...
but still i'm very lazy now...don even bother go and touch the books...i think i'll be touchin the books next week?nono...i think will be the next of the week?perhaps...
well...i think i must be more positive now...this is just trials!!!pmr will be the most important...(i'm comforting myself:/)maybe i should think of live is jus not full wif exams right?we still got many important things:D so don stress ourselves too much:)waa....now i jus realise i'm such an optimistic person..which is a good thing huh??haha...ppl..be more chill and relax:)this is jus a small process in our long long life:)ok...it's refering to me too:D

dunno wad i should do now...

i'm so confused...

2009-09-06T16:19:00.002+08:00

hello bloggie..i'm here again:)

greece island:D

japan!!!i wanna go to shopping n try their hot spring!!!the views also damn nice:)somemore can try to feel the super cold wheather there:0

i'll go korea in the winter..n try their nice nice food..yummy:P

but will become very fat:/

next time i old alr i'll go paris n open a lavender farm:)

p/s:if i got money la..haha

iceland:D a heaven lik place...can enjoy myself very much:D

wow..tat's the place i wanna go very much:)

hope next time can earn lot lot money n go la:D

jing says goodbye:)

2009-09-02T16:27:00.002+08:00

trial's finally over yesterday...

today got back some results...

mostly all i also satisfied except for some:(

must work harder 4 pmr alr...

hope tmr i'll get better results paper back...

jing says goodbye

2009-08-29T20:26:00.003+08:00

hey hey bloggie i'm here to make u be alive:)(but not really la..haha..)

bought a newie bag:)

but this stupid cacated computer cant upload the picture from my phone!!!!arghhh...geramnya!!!and the laptop's mouse also cant move so cant upload:(

so sad...

well...this few days study geography till i almost xiao xiao alr..

feel lik tearing out the form 3 geo textbook..waa...i very ganas oh?:P

rather go study history ar..haiz...i hate geography la!!!

if there's a question ask me manakah tanaman kopi tanam di?

if geo can be answer in subjective i'll answer AKU TAK TAU KERANA SANGAT SUSAH UNTUK AKU INGAT!!!

but there's no subjective so cant write that:/

arghh...feel lik eating ice-cream and chocalate now...

yummy yummy..my beloved ice cream:)

but i cant eat cuz scare will become fatty boom boom..boo!!!:(

i'll try to upload my new bag photo tommorow:)

jing says goodbye n goodnight:)

2009-08-26T20:02:00.002+08:00

new skin:D

hope u all will lik it la:)

lazy to type alr so bye...

jing says goodbye and goodnight:)

2009-08-22T13:58:00.003+08:00

Trial's half over!!!finally holidays here!!!

sorry bloggie...i have left you dead since so long ago:(
from now onwards i mus let you be more lively...is a must..but dunno whether i can do it anot la:/
trial is still jus left 1 day,which we still need to continue after holiday...
gotta study in this holiday..ohno..tat's bad..should i study or jus stay chilax???
overall trial is quite ok...easier than wad i expect..but i think i screw up my kh paper..is damn damn damn hard!!!ok..wtv...die then die la...pmr wont come out such hard questions 1 la...now i'm jus wishing pmr can faster over then i can play,online,watch tv,shopping n relax:D
ohwell...i wanna talk about our new study environment...is quite ok wif the new cabin except for no eletricity:/but when exam that time we'd shift to 5Balau,which the feng shui is so bad..i don lik it,i lik the new cabin more n my feng shui place:D

now decide wad i gonna do in my holiday??er...let me make a list 1st:

1)online online n online(but wad can i do when i keep online-ing?i dunno then)

2)stay at house n watch tv:D(tat's will be boring if i do tat everyday:/)

3)go shopping!!!but dunno my mum let anot cuz H1N1 now is spreading rapidly..awh...so sad:(

4)go club to play badminton,swim n jaguzzi:D(hope i wont sprankle my leg again)

5)study???maybe yes or maybe no..

6)actually wanna go penang in this holiday 1 but again H1N1 so we cant make the trip alr!!!:(
bye bye my five-star resort n sea-view room!!!:(so sad..nvr mind end of October maybe can go Korea..yay!!!

i think tat's all..ohya...i still haven share my good news wif u all,I PASS MY PIANO GRADE 6 EXAM ALR!!!damn happy wei:)

tat's all ...
hope everyone can have a nice holiday!!!:D

jing says goodbye:)

2009-07-19T21:36:00.003+08:00

Friday

played volleyball during pjk..play till don wanna went back to class after her period...somemore went n rampas the ball..baddy teacher..fast forward till pn Chen's bm's period...1stly listened to Kean Lynn's speech,dunno what she's talkin bout cuz too sleepy n tired...after that while Pn chen was giving comment to Kean Lynn.me shock n hui yuan kept talking bout the msn thingy..n as a reward she call all 3 of us included some friends around us to stand up n kept scolding us."kenapa kamu ni orang semua sibuk bercakap ah?bising betulnya!kalau tak nak berdiri,bagi ulasan tentang ucapan daripada Kean Lynn.i count till 3 nobody wanna give comment then stand till school end.1...2...3...okla..berdiri-lah kamu ni orang."luckily from the school ends still got only 15min,if got 2period then seriously die alr..

but still i love today so much:)y?cant tell u all:P

Saturday

got my new phone:)

w595:)my newy phone:D

seriouly damn nice...

Today

ntg special...jus took some photo using my new phone only:)photo will be updated soon...gonna enjoyed my supper which is magee now..

ohya..u baddy..

complain that i nvr update bout u much la..

i'll update bout u wif a long paragrah soon:P

imy

goodnight n goodbye:)

2009-07-08T16:31:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to
min ern & shock ning!!!

shock ning(a girl who always says the word SAKAI)-thank you for being a such good friend:)ntg much....jus wan u to continue to being hyper ya?cuz this will always make me laugh lik hell,which is a good thing??XDi love u!!!

minern-thank you for being my good listener:D always giving me good advice n support me:)
u're my best friend ever!!!i love u:D

ohya...sorry ya...haven give u all presents:(i'll give u all the belated presents by tmr:)

gonna do a long long post today...so what i gonna talk bout?
erm...actually i also dunno....
ohya...then lets talk bout these days..

Saturday
study a little bit of science cuz of nothing to do...then online...ohya...you baddy...went to watch transformer also dont bring me..memang baddy:P quite a boring day:/

Sunday
went to midvalley...it's super horrible...there jus lik a pasar malam...n jus crowded wif many many n many ppl....it cuz a bad ventilation...not suitable for me to go there...so went back to the usual place 1u..well...here is much more better than midvalley!!!then went to check out my phone:)but no stock alr need to wait till next week..ohno...

Monday
school was boring..i kept felt lik wanna sleep...dunno y...ohya...Pn Chia's joke was extremely lame:/no talent to tell joke??

Tuesday
school over until quite fast:)ntg special happened...

Today
i love today n i also hate today??y??shhh...secretXP

is this post consider as long long post alr??

sorry my baby...

i jus cant kept my promise..

but seriously i'm trying very hard for you...

2009-07-03T22:41:00.002+08:00

Friendship

friendship is jus a TREE..

T-Trust
R-Respect
E-Exchange
E-Emotional support

so everybody must appreciate our own friendship orh... :D

2009-07-03T16:50:00.003+08:00

friendship forever???

yesterday was Hari Terbuka...
and so my dad was the 1st in my class who came and took my report card:)
n he asked alot of questions such as:

daddy:why they all girls ah need to do all the kayu thingy 1 ah?
tea:oh...cuz it's counted in pmr n blah blah blah...
daddy:oh...i see...is she discpline in class ah?
tea:sure...yes...she also very rajin n respect tea 1..
me:ohyeah:)(saying in my heart)
daddy:oh...ok

bla...bla....n bla...

there's somemore...if he would be asking more n more...
it would be an endless conversation alr:/

----------

today school's lessons were quite interesting..
i love pjk now cuz can play volleyball:D
but there's something made me pissed off..
dunno what happened to...
seriously lik die until very innocent...
aiya...don wanna think alr la...
jus be more cheerful now:)

signoff

2009-07-01T15:21:00.002+08:00

迷惘

过去的一个星期，我经历了许多事。
甜蜜，伤心，迷惘。
这让我一夜之间长大了不少，也让我了解到原来爱并不是那么地简单。
迷茫的我，连自己心里怎么想都不懂。
不过我会给自己时间去思考，我会坚持下去的。

－－－－－－－

wow...i had been so long never update my blog.
lets write bout what i did on the this week.

Sunday
went out to 1u and watched Hanah Montana with my family.i love Miley Cyrus's legs cuz is prettyful long and slim.hope i also can have her legs:\then after that went to Power Ikano to buy something and go check out MY NEW LAPTOP!!!damn happy wei...finally i can own my own laptop alr:D somemore we ate alot of food...ohno...i gonna get fatter alr:(

monday
The assembly today was held in the hall becuz of the Minggu Pusat Sumber.
as usual i almost slept when Datin wan giving her speech...this time pusat sumber week was not really fun:/

tuesday
awesome school day!!but accept for Pn Chen's pirrod..
she alr strict enough one la now she's lagi worse...becoming MORE AND MORE STRICT...
bad:(

today
today was quite ok but accept for...shhh...that make me pissed off:/
tmr gonna be hari terbuka..hope it will be fun n cik aishah will talk goods bout me???haha:)

-jing-

out

2009-06-12T23:09:00.002+08:00

crazy

today went to redbox!!!it was awesome...
keep on singing till sore throat...
but kinda fun:)
ate fish n chip..n now i still missing this food...
feel so hungry..
but i cant eat now..cuz it'll be very fat..
urghh...lim li jing!!!mus tahan ah!!!
fish n chip ah!!!get away from me now!!!

baby,i'm so sorry,

but i'm still glad that u r be on my side now:)

imy:D

n also the bunny:P

2009-06-11T20:28:00.002+08:00

peace on mind

went to play bowling wif family tis afternoon,it was awesome!!!
n i strike for twice i think..n spare 4 dunno how many times alr,pro right??
haha...sorry..i'm too perasan....ohya...jx is u infleunce me 1!!u bad girl...
keep on playing till my hand also pain alr...then go 2 buy ticket to watch night at the musiuem 2 on saturday...hope it will be a nice movie..
tmr gonna go to redbox n sing till xiao...
ohya....the coolest thing is we gonna listen to my dad sing eh!!!(gonna be 3rd time he sing in front of us)haha...n he gonna sing woo~woo~yeah~yeah~dont u think is awesome??haha:D

i promise u,

i'll take good care of myself,

so no need to worry alr la:)

2009-06-08T22:52:00.003+08:00

i really love yesterday so much:)
thanks to the bunny,u make me have such a good memory:D
i still miss everything happened yesterday..
i love u so much!!!:)

2009-06-05T23:10:00.005+08:00

hearbeat

sis n me:)spec-less:D

hyper sis n me!!!

yay!!!lim li ning!!!finally u're in a gang wif me..come n join me alr..

somemore say me everyday wanna take photo but now u're the 1 who always call me take photo alr...haha:P

jingjing

-off-

2009-06-03T20:01:00.004+08:00

stay close,don't go

my new bag!!the picture is an alien teddy

holding a lollipop??

love^.^

bracelet

tis make me think of my piano exam:/

star n heart shape??
lollipop!!!i want to eat!!!

angel:)

2day is really super nice!!!

me n mum bought a lot of stuff at 1U..

but i jus lazy to take all the photo cuz is really too many alr..

at last,i need to thanks to my mum!!

mummy,i love you:)

jing,

signoff

2009-06-02T19:44:00.002+08:00

ish...

should be going to redbox today 1 but my mum don let!!!

y?y?y?

cuz i gotta practise piano at home...

no!!!i want to sing la!!!

but nvr mind la...my mum promise me she'll bring me 2 1u tmr...

ohyeah!!!gotta shop till xiao...haha:)

eh...u promise me 1 ah?

no negative thinking again,k?

if u broke ur promise again,

i gonna knock ur head,un?:P

2009-05-29T20:41:00.001+08:00

Always scold u not to eat junk food...
Still eat...
Bad girl...
I tell you ar...
Eat more junk food...
No more ***
You should know...
haha:P

2009-05-29T16:47:00.002+08:00

your darling's phone;)
Damn holiday...it's too long:(
only next sunday can see you.
If you're going shu wen's party:)

I still keep my words...
I still think like that...
But I'll try...
I just...
Need to cherish every moment:)

2009-05-28T15:10:00.003+08:00

Exam's over!!!

yipee!!!Finally this bloody exam's over!!!

and now i can do whatever i want and no need to STUDY!!!

WOOHOO!!!

But my piano exam is jus around the corner and i have to really practise very hard..

ish...bloody piano:/ i hate it..

well...need to off to do my sej project alr...

-bye-

2009-05-13T15:13:00.002+08:00

I feel that i'm so useless.i'm too soft-hearted.forgive you 1 time and 1 time again.
and let you got the opportunity to hurt and disappoint me again and again.i'm so tired and fed up alr.hope that the last chance that i give you now,you'll appreciate it.but this time i won't believe you in all alr.if can count with percentage,i'll jus believe you in 50% only...

-offtostudy-

2009-05-10T14:48:00.002+08:00

over

everything's jus over...

you hurt me so much...

can i repair it?:(

2009-05-03T21:08:00.002+08:00

say you're not but found out YES...WHEEE... well...nothing much to say but...HOPE SPORTS DAY COME FAST!!!! :D

FROM:Your not so precious babe:P
我只想用我这一辈去爱你
让我说次我爱你
:D

2009-05-01T22:58:00.000+08:00

eleh...say wanna update my blog 1? also tak ada...=.= by the way...why am I here? wrong place:p ciao...:)

2009-05-01T15:06:00.000+08:00

you ar...who ask u to walk alone...very dangerous...later kena bang by car...or kena kidnap...worry 1 you know? haiz...luckily you're here to chat now:) bye...