Ops..sorry:( My previous post was jus too...geram...wanna remain calm now:D I don't want school to reopen:(I don't want study,don't want bury in homework,don't want go tuitions:( Tomorrow will be a day for me to do all my homework and most important oral test:( Ohya..I still gotta attend my add math tuition:( sob sob* I wan't more holidays and more ang pau!(:

I admit i was wrong that i cnt keep my promise.But it's reali the 1st time i cnt stay back 4 u after school.I cnt help it.The stress and force from my parents was enough to make me feel that bad and stress.I jus wan ur understanding.U say i didnt understand you,then did you?U ask urself.I quarrel wif them becuz i jus wanna be wif you only.After we broke up,u noe how sad and angry was i when saw the message u accidentally sent to me at the midnight 2am?"Grandma,i broke up wif my girlfriends.actually we have a lot of problems.erm..dunno la..jus wanna tell u:)" Yes..the smiley face killed me.u sms her a smiley face but me ohwell,u go hell wif ur excuses.why her?I dunno why.Ya..ur loyalty is this?wow...it's so great for you to say that.I really hate you.U say u're empty when u're alone at school.U think i'm not when at my house?Quarrel wif my parents jus becuz of you.yes you.stupid me.Today somemore thought that i wanna think positive and be back a friend wif you.But after reading ur blog.bull shit!I hate you!you jus wan me to stay back wif you and when i cnt u jus do that to me!u say u love me?well..wad's the love in this?when u're stress wif ur studies,wanna break up,was me there to comfort you.eventhough u said u don love me eyes to eyes.When got problems,i jus wanna find a friend to chat.U say me wan talk to joey is becuz wan her side me to help me,talk goods bout me.But i really jus wanna find a friend to talk to when i'm sad.I really hate you.Think bout urself.wad you've do 4 me be4?think bout it.U spoiled my whole chinese new year.And this will be a scar in my heart till my end of life.I wont forget bout it.YOU BULL SHIT!!!Come n tell me now is a waste of ur life to crazy bout me!!!And is jus becuz i cnt stay back 4 u!!!Stupid me!!!at the 1st i don even should believe it when jia xin told me u lik me!!!I shouldnt involve in this!!!waiting for me is the waste for you,loving you is the shit of me!!!I shoudnt even crazy bout u that stupid much!!!U said i don trust you!!!go think bout it when a girl after break up don even till 5 minutes saw that damn message sent by her ex to a girl at midnight!!!u go ask any girl!!will she burst!!! I hate you!!!U said i'm jealous,yes i'm!!!even u saw me took pics wif a small bro u also jealous,i saw this message i wont jealous!!!I even burst ar!!!almost throw my phone alr!!!bull shit la u!!!

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I dunno wad's going on.My heart breaks.At the moment i saw that message,i felt lik throwing my phone to the floor.I didnt sleep well last night.Heartbeat fast lik hell.Suspecting wad's wrong wif my heart:(I cant stay strong anymore.Is jus too deeply.haiz.Chinese new year?screw it up.no mood.And i gotta bury in my damn shit homework.I cant stand it.I really cant.

bull shit,i miss you