Forget bout my bad memories and

jus rmb those good memories:D

Tic-Tock

Im sitting on my bed,holding my laptop and writting my this dear little post:D I've just read a person's blog and feel so touch either sad ?everybody has a dream but when u're chasing your dream in a different country,different environment and away from ur family,friends and love ones,you'll feel different.Although u're still under the same blue sky but really u're feel much much different:( alone,what is left wif you is jus the same shiny bright stars to be wif u.

Haiyo..why am i so into it?I wont leave my home now:D I aint gonna go overseas and study.Maybe yes but it gonna be few years later.no worries now:)Suddenly thought of what is my dream?WHATISMYDREAM?Be a fashion designer?(becuz i love clothes:D)A physicologist?Help ppl to solve their problems:)OR weddingplannerbankeraccountant?:)My way gonna be clear as im growing more mature:)My future gonna be bright ya?:D

jing

*97:)

I'm here again:D well..again a tiring week:( But yesterday i skip unggul:) haha...naughty girl..chinese new year is coming but i still don feel anything:( oh wait..chinese new year is around corner mean very fast i gotta do my oral test?!!!:(

Pathetic life.i hope 2010 will end faster.i hate this year.Am i too fast to say this becuz this month is jus January!!!bull shit.I should get myself into it.I need something to release my stress!!!Every day buried in damn homework especially essays!!!ah damn..arghhh...ohya ohya..this year valentine's day fall on the 1st day of chinese new year.again another bull shit.no fun at all.but did i have fun at every past year?haha..i dunno.maybe yes by receiving presents from my girlfriends?bff?haha..

I want back my oh-so-free-life la!!!even though want me go back last year and retake my pmr i also dont mind.ohno ohno..i should think things that in future!!!i'm convincing my mind.AHAHA!!!Am i crazy alr?YESORNOYESORNOYESORNOYESORNO???

Ohya..I learn someting new in my english tuition.The book mentioned that 'writing an essay is jus lik cooking.No matter wad way u use,you still gotta start somewhere else'.Writing essays jus lik cooking?hahaha...

Wondering my life will become how?:S wanna try something new and interesting BUT not ADD MATHANDESSAYS!!!BULL SHIT.


I want...
I want...
I want...
Wad i want?
Can someone tell me wad am i?

okay..finally got a chance and come here to online..
3rd week of school and i was really really really busy though:(
buried in school homework which were freaking alot,tuitions and schools,koku:(
this schedule is repeating everyday except for weekend.
i can rest:) But well,i still haven finish my damn essay:(
gonna do some research on this.
uh oh..this year i gonna abandon all my dramas and online so-damn happy moment:(

I wanna stay strong

reading 'papa' now:)
uh oh..the story is not bad so it encourage me to continue reading it:D
But it's damn stress wif all those school homework,tuitions and kokurikulum:(
Add math..ohhhhhh..my killer man..
i think i gonna blog once a week huh?
Mummy says gonna bring me go buy new year clothes on Febraury:D
yay!!! but she gonna bring me go those all expensive expensive shops:0
guess wad will i do?maybe i not gonna dare pick even a clothes up?
naah...maybe my mum would jus encourage to buy more:Dhahaha...
continue reading my papa=)

Everything back to normal huh?

1st week school pass.And i'm trying my very best to suit in my class and form 4:) Add math,biology,physics and english are my killer man but i'll gambateh:D Co-curiculum gonna start in this week time,stay back 4 chinese class and tuitions.uh oh...gonna be busy again but still i'll have my own time to online i guess:D

It's over and left wif a broken heart

I still remember that u've told me be4 our 1st love is gonna last forever.It's so insulting after u said this and now it ended wif you don love me anymore.I don believe it when u said that through sms but today u had made me trust it.You said it to me eyes to eyes YOU DON LOVE ME ANYMORE.My tears is rolling in my eyes.How could u hurt me like this?But after when i walked pass your class i saw that u're looking at me and when i look over you you jus turned around your head.Why u change that fast?i don understand.You noe i've thought alot of reasons for you.Maybe you jus angry jus will say that/Maybe you too stress wif ur studies/Maybe,maybe n alots of maybe.ur 5words today really made me hurt.you don even wanna talk much to me.I jus request for a why cant you jus answer me honestly?I noe u sure got a reason.Wad happen to you?Am i really a burden to u in ur studies?

I hate you but I more hate myself.I'm still missing you right now.every moment i wanna try forgotten about everything but it reminds me more.About our memories,those letters,sweet words and care.Whenever i'm sad, happy,stress wif studies or wad you'll be the one to comfort me,the shoulder for me to rely on.You're my motivation to go school and study.You're so damn important to me.Without you i dunno how my life could goes on.Sorry maybe i'm that selfish.Now jus left me alone here.Maybe i should pray 4 a heavy rain so that i could go under it and refresh myself to face the cruel fact.Maybe I chould have an accident which I can lost all the memories.But i noe it's impossible.Maybe i should put this memories remains in my heart and lock it in a deep deep way.I really miss you.alone here feel sucks.I could be crying more and more times now.

School,

Well..what should i say bout it?

So far so good?oh no!!!should be so far so stress and bad:(

My expectation before school starts was damn freaking high!!

But after the 1st day school,it changed to disappointment..seperate wif all my friends..wth

Those teachers starting to teach n gave homework:(

Stress stress stress..in class totally felt lik left out alr:(but luckily still got hui xian sit beside me.

Then today met back Grace:) yay!!!she made me felt damn happy in the biology lab:D

After recess shock came to my class..freaking happy..kesian hui yuan:(

pity she is the only one left in Angsana..

I still miss 3Belian'09 alot alot alot:(

It's much much much more better than my class now:(

Boo the school!!!

Form 4 sucks!

Pathetic school life:(

Hope i can get used to it as fast as possible..

GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF!!!

2010 , Happy New Year:)

Let me talk about my past few years in secondary school life:)

2007

we'd been changed to a totally new environment which was new school,new teachers,new friends and so on.totally scary but after a few months i get used to it:D nice teachers,LESS HW(haha) and also tuitions.relaxing year.I still remenber that i love KHB periods so much cuz can getta eat keropok and nerds withouth teacher knowing,awesome!:)after school will be rushing to the bubble tea's stall there and bought it.haha..2007 past damn fast:D

2008

Again a relaxing year:) But we always lik to ask why this year like past till damn slow 1?that's for the first week.after that no more complainings..we used to enjoyed alot alot:)especially Pn Julie's period.hehe:P Zu-en normally will sleep when she was teaching tatabahasa.When she woke up then she'll asked notes from us.haha..funny cuz P.Julie nvr ever caught her in sleeping.lucky:P While Hui Yuan will be there kept non-stoping writing something on the books.Not that tatabahasa notes it was her super super nice novel.haha..ppl will thought she really tat rajin coying those notes.me?i think i jus keep talking wif jia xin only but we very good when teachers teaching we'll be so quiet n listen to it.haha:P miss this year alot:(

2009

wow..pmr year.everybody were nervous bout this from the starting of the year.but since Julai i think i so hope that pmr gonna end faster:)after doing many exercise i've the confident alr except language.screw it up but who cares i also got my results alr.straight A's!!!:D Happy year:)

2010

i think it gonna be a fun year too!!!:D form four???honeymoon year??haha..i guess so:) on the 1st day i gonna ask the same question again why this year lik go till so slow??hahaha:D

everything the best in this year!!!:D
Good Luck to me:)