Thursday, April 30, 2009

Sunshine

Gah!!!how many days i havent been blogging already??
erm..let me count...sunday,monday,tuesday, and wednesday...the total is 4 days..
haiz...jus keep on busy-ing with all the projects,projects and projects..
and somemore all the homework,house chore and the bloody piano..
eu...still got 5 weeks till the piano exam and i'm still not condident at all..
ish...

ohya..sorry my dear vivian,i'm jus too addicted to that storybook,so cant lent it to you today...sorry:P


jus a little thought of you,
make me smile...

Saturday, April 25, 2009

I'm not alone:)

choose to believe you...
is a right decision...
i know that you will always by my side and care about me..
think back our good memories..
i could smile it deeply from my heart:)
i will jus use my heart to feel the whole world...



-jing-
signoff



Friday, April 24, 2009




not i dont wanna believe you...
but just not confident to myself or maybe you...
i'm just fear now...
i need you by my side and comfort me...
but i think is impossible..
u jus know how to say i'm selfish and too bad...
but not other comforting words...

Thursday, April 23, 2009

fear

jus now received a call....
from the voice on the phone i can know that was you..
but i jus off it becuz i had heard something..
and i dont dare to listen anymore...
i scare that all my hope in this while will burst into many pieces..cant repair it anymore..
i jus dont dare..i dont have the guts..
i'm shivering now...
i scare my heart cant overcome it...
i scare i will burst into tears uncontrolly..
i need you now...

Wednesday, April 22, 2009



Projects!!! tonnes and tonnes of homework!!! study!!house chore!!!

omg...my life seems like jus crowned with all such things..

ish...


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ohya..still got my PIANO EXAM!!

i am seriously dead now cuz i dont even bother or should i say i have no time to practise piano..

i dont have confident at all!!

and is like still got 5 weeks then is the exam alr...

what should i do???


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want back my freedom..

hoping for a better day..


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luckily my darling is by my side...
i always feel warm when i be with you...
-LOVE-
isnt it a sweet thing?:)


Saturday, April 18, 2009

Friends :)

so happy that i have a bunch of good and true friends
are there to care and support me whenever i'm dowm,
suffering or happy..
let me got a shoulder to rely on..
so touch..
i'm glad and proud of you all..



my dearest friends!!i love you all so much!!


Friday, April 17, 2009

heart


today i went and find you and wanna discuss about all the problems..
but you have kept quiet for the whole moment through our discussion...
and jus kept on wanting me to forget about you and saying that you were not suitable for me...
is that only word that u can said to me?
i don wan this happen but in the end it also happened..
what to do?
i thought i can change your mind but i'm wrong..
you just cant keep your promise to me..


luckily after i have convinced you jus now,
you have thinked back to a positive way..


that's a good ending...


listen to your heart,
follow what your heart say,
everything will jus then get into the right way..







Thursday, April 16, 2009

complicated

Today school was ok..
Pn Magdelene taught us as usual..
but she did scold the on duty students cuz they nvr did their duty..
wtv..was not my fault..
then was kh..peace and quiet period..
Till seni..when the moment we were going into the seni room,the bell rang cuz of the bla bla practise for the kebakaran thingy..don know how to describe la..
stood under the hot sun for dunno how many minutes..
Pn Cecilia said we had took 4 min and 54sec to gather in the pavilion..
and it was considered as good..
then went back to seni room,continued my sick storybook with Shock Ning..
Although it was sick but quite interesting..

Recess!!

ate porridge and chat with vivian and min ern...
fun:P

english period,Pn tan gave us some exercises to do becuz she wanna did the oral test with us...
i thought it will till my turns but it didnt..
haiz..when can i do my oral test?these few days i had stress and worry alot for my oral test..now i dunno need to stress till when..
Science period..Pn ong was having a meeting and pn joyce was the relief teacher and she decided to teach us sej and last period jus did our science works..
somehow was jus terbalik the 2 periods..
after doing all our works,we started to chat about many things like phobia on cockroach,like and dislike in the ice lemon tea and more..
i know we were lame..

"ring"school ended!!Yeah!!

got back to home..and my mum told me that she had sent the stupid new maid back cuz she was really very stupid and didnt do all the works that my mum ordered..my mum also suspected she got abit mental problem..better sent her back cuz i also hate her damn much..
now my mum wants to call back ex-kakak to come back and work,
still waiting for her confirmation..
hope she can come back la..
i still need to do house chore for dunno how many weeks la..


you thinked and said
it again..
i just dunno why..
dunno what are you
thinking..
dunno what you
want..
dunno what to do with you.
comfort you?
said me avoiding
the fact
angry you?
i dunno whether i shall anot..
what i know is
my love for you
will doesn't change..

Sunday, April 12, 2009

lovely dovey tagged

o1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
- cheek:)
o2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?-
-stress :(
o3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
- erm..my dearest kakak:)
o4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
- of course nope :)
o5. Will you ever donate blood ?
- Impossible..cuz i am having anaemia..haven donate also not enough blood alr lo..
o6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
- sure
o7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
- no la...dont be so bad..
o8. What does your last text message say ?
- ****(something that cant share with you all)haha:)
o9. What are you thinking right now ?

- someone:)
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
-SURE!!!
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
-12pm..i think
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
- nichii..is it spell like that?i think so..
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
- yap:)
14. Who was the last person(s) who text you ?

- again..cant tell..haha:P
Three Lucky Person to do this quiz ;
1♥} Jun Jie
2♥} Zi Xin
3♥} Pui Mun

Saturday, April 11, 2009

You are jus like my sun,
warming me up
every moment..
you are my moon,
brighten up my life
in the dark..
you are my star,
shining me up
and make me smile..
I jus cant effort to
lose you.. :)



really cant tahan with all those house chore alr la!!
feel like going to hell...
dunno how my ex-kakak survive one?

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and now STILL GOT 3 MORE DAYS to tahan!!!






glad to hear you
say you wont think
it anymore.
glad to hear you say
you will jus treat me
well and tie
me up forever..
i'm jus too into you:)

Friday, April 10, 2009

my love for you



no need to be jealous,
believe in me..
you are just the only one
in the deep of
my heart..

Thursday, April 9, 2009

my life,my soul

damn damn damn tired...
jus now just helped my mum to do house chore included fold clothes and WASH TOILET!!
what a horrible things i had in my life..is such a tiring and dreadful day..
cuz my dearest kakak had balik kampung.oh no!!
and the new kakak will just reach by NEXT TUESDAY!!
wth..i still need to do house chore for another 5DAYS!


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Kakak, i start to miss you now...
you were so good and have given so much of happiness to me..
i wont forget the nice and good memories that we had before..

we used to hyper together by singing "yue liang dai biao wo de xin"
when you saw me was tried and bored
of studying.
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we used to talk heart to heart
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we used to share our interesting and funny experiences.
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we used to named funny nickname for each other..
haha:)like cinderella and snow white..
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we used to say some funny craps and laughed
together like crazy people..
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and there's many more..
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i hope you can remember me forever:)
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i also will remember you forever
and put you in the deep of my heart...
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love you:)
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I gonna miss you so much!!!
my most caring angel,
i start to miss you badly now..

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Cherish my love :)

jus read this email and felt it was very meaningful so wanna share with you all..


*誰可以當男朋友,誰只能當普通朋友。*‏


I Love You

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

*誰可以當男朋友,誰只能當普通朋友。

普通朋友:半夜會找妳打BBS聊天到很晚。
男朋友:半夜看妳還在BBS上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。
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普通朋友:他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。
男朋友:他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。
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普通朋友:在你生病時,會講好話關心妳。
男朋友:在你生病時,他會關心到你很煩,而且逼你去看醫生。
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普通朋友:他會盡量說好話來討好妳,妳會覺得他很棒。
男朋友:他所說的話,都是關心妳的!但通常像是在命令妳,妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。
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普通朋友:他什麼事情都會配合著你,只要你高興。
男朋友:他會幫你辨別是非,但你會覺得他管太多。
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普通朋友:他會說他要給你最大的幸福。
男朋友:他只能給你保證,妳跟他在一起,他是最快樂的。
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普通朋友:他會幫你買消夜,送宵夜,載你上下課。
男朋友:他會幫你買宵夜,不過他會提醒你,吃什麼比較健康.他會載你上下課,不過要他有順路,因為他不能為你而翹課. 因為他翹課,他成績便會不好,成績不好不會有好工作.那你們將來日子怎麼會好過,他會想的很遠。
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普通朋友:他只有想到現在。
男朋友:他已經預見將來,該怎麼自我努力,好給你幸福。


★我要把幸福裝滿~☆y☆

愛上一个人..........如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害
放棄一个人..........如此的難過卻又讓人心碎


珍惜身旁的每一个人,不要等到失去了

才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦....





~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~



如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

~*~在此祝福全天下所以的有情人~*~
~*~都能夠忠誠眷屬~*~




┴┬┴┬┴  珍惜友誼 ┴┬┴┬┴┬┴┬ ┬┴┬┴ 在繽紛的塵宇中 ┴┬┴┬┴┬┴┬ ┴┬┴   你我相識   ┬┴┬┴┬┴┬┴ ┬┴ 不管是一次偶然的相逢 ┬┴┬┴┬┴ ┴┬┴  或是成為永遠的知已 ┬┴┬┴┬ ┬┴┬┴┬  我都一樣珍惜 ┬┴┬┴┬┴┬
╭   ║   ╗ ║ ╦═══╗ ▅▅▅▅ ╠══╬═╯╬╬║ ╭╯╭╯ 補 ╰╮ ╯  ║  ║║║ ╚╗║**.充. **║ ═══╬══║║║  ║║**.體. **║    ║  ╰╬║  ║║**.力. **║   ╚╯  ╚╯╯ ╚╯╰═══*╯



Jing

signout<.>
Wonderful

Yipee!!skipped school today and slept until 10am.
cuz today school got wtv bla bla moral thingy and almost half of my class 3Belian decided to ponteng school and so i am also 1 of them.haha:)
nothing much to say la...
jus still got many projects 2 do only..
and somemore need 2 prepare for my ENGLISH AURAL TEST!!
omg... jus finished my BM aural test and now still come a english aural test..
stress...hope i can do well..
Li Jing!!Gambate!!!You can do it!!



最真摯滴愛情不需要承諾
注定緣份滴情人不需要約定
只要真心真意滴對待眼前滴你‧‧‧‧
只願陪伴著你直到你不愛你‧‧‧‧‧




Sunday, April 5, 2009

sweet

Finally I finished my dapatan kajian for georaphy poject!!!!feel some relief now but still got a SEJARAH PROJECT!!Oh My God!!why my life now is crowded with such much projects one?

Haiz..wtv la..jus say something else..jus now went to 1u and saw alot of beautiful clothes and bags!!oh..that's my life!!and mummy has promised me if our new maid successfully sampai to our house,then she will bring me there and shop as much as we can.yipee!!!:)Mummy,I really love you so much!!

Then we went to eat A&W.it's super nice.my stomach was fulled till now.and we decided to watch movie coz we got alot of free ticket from the Kit-Kat company.but in the end,we didnt watch becuz there wasn't a movie was suitable for my family to watch..so sad..

Went to market and bought some daily use things.then we went home.
Yeah!!!going to eat pizza for my dinner now.
and somemore is my maid belanja us.
She damn rich right?haha:)



my dearest,
don't worry,
i will always be on your side:)


-jing-

ciao
=.=

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Rainy day




It is raining now.

I love rainy day.

It makes me feel more fresh and cool.

I love this feeling.

-Jing-
signout



Friday, April 3, 2009

confused



Today school was ok..in pjpk period,i have did all the the segak activities in once,included push up,turun naik bangku,sit up and measure how far your hand could reach(sorry..dunno what's that call).Damn tired..and as a reward,now my shoulder is pain and i sprained my leg AGAIN!!but not very serious la..stiil can walk..haha:)then was moral,Cik Aisyah(ops..no..is Puan Aisyah,she married last month alr..i think)wanted us to do the Mother's Day card and pass up to her.But no one cares about it.only some Good students were doing while i was jus day dreaming there.



Till geografi,as usual Pn Chia discussed the Kgt with us.And she shouted " Don ask those stupid questions"at Jian Xiong or dunno who la cuz of asking questions which she just taught us.then was recess..yeah!!Chat with Min Ern and vivian about...(ppl's privacy,so cant share with you all).then talked with vivian about the bathing thingy one(don wanna say until so detail)and we laughed like hell till Jia xin and Min Ern thought us mad alr.



Then was Khb(my favourite period),we went to bengkel..never did much things,jus did the pengiraan kos bahan and senarai bahan then we were very free to do anything we want.Math period,Madam Tan absent cuz she need to attend the dunno what coarse and she left some exercises for us to do.but Kailiang was being so kind,he wrote all the answers on the board and let us copy.damn good...Thank you so much kailiang.



The last period,Pn Chen's bm.1 word to say only..boring...then school ended.Yipee!!! :)



i am confuse and fear now,

dunno when you

will say all those

words to me again.

But anyway jus remember,

i will always be

there for you..











Wednesday, April 1, 2009

what had happened between us??:(

Is that the only way to solve this problem?
I jus don wan it to happen.
But in the end you also said that again.
i jus dunno what should i do now.
My mind is jus blank as a piece of white paper.
I jus feel that i am useless.I
have tried my best to concern and care about you but i failed.
till yesterday i jus know about you don felt my care and love for you.
I cant give you any happiness..
what a poor thing i am:(
the poem of life's brief candle by William Shakespeare is jus suitable with my mood now.



To-morrow, and to-morrow,and to-morrow,
Creeps in this pretty pace from day to day
To the last syllable of recorded time,
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death.Out,out,brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow,a poor player,
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
And then is heard no more;it is a tale
Told by an idiot,full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.

why will you becoming like that?:(

I have watched the video of the process of giving birth yesterday in my science tuition!!!it was really very interesting by watching this....but in the fact,was abit of scare-ing.you could see all the blood coming out from...(you know where is it,right?)jus don wanna mention.somemore the nurse went and cut 'there' to let the baby come out more easily.Omg!!!i think it might be very pain.our mum is really suffer so much for us.so they are the greatest person in this world.we must appreciate and love them more.and now i wanna say:

MUMMY!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!:)