I found out myself got a little problems. Get emo easily,get jealous easily,get pissed off easily,get stress easily. Screwed it up!:(

Mode math and add math were disaster.
All the homework that made me can't breathe.
The quarrels that i don't want.

Hush hush

Haiz,wad's this now? I really need someone to listen to me right now:( Urghhhhh!!!!! bad mood.haiz:( Headache,headache,headache D: Expecting this holidays would be nice. Pls,can all the stuff get out of my brain?:(

I don wan any cool threats anymore. I really don want. I just need you to talk to me,understand me, sayang me. Haiz,i dont wan anymore quarrels.

SHOCKio Hotel

Last friday was Datin-farewell day.It was freaking fun:D I wore a white dress and everybody was staring at me 0.o Nevermind, at least they praised me pretty:D Hahaha.. My whole gang said me was like going to marry. Hah,Pheng Siew Ho,Angela Hew, Koo Jia Xin,Jevin Chee and angeline wong. Hah,I wanna say thanks to aun chi and angeline who help me make up:D And the dress from aun chi,it's really beautiful:D Thank you everybody la:D You guys are really my most most most best friends:D Ohya, shock ning and Chee Yuet also very pretty on that day:D my bestie.

Im doing this post without you knowing:P I wanna give you a suprisse:D Sorry about today the dream:( I shouldn't think too much. I should have think what you do for me. I just love the way you talk to me lar:D I'm too into you:) The layer of dust is getting thinner right now. Hope one day it'll all gone:D

drinking HOT bali right now:D See ar, is hot, not cold oh. So guai hor?:P

Lijing

Watermelon

I skipped school today:D But is becuz of I sick:( I vomitted for sso many times,suffering lar:( Not even have energy to do stuff. I wanna skip tonight tuition too.Hope my mum will let la.

Holland lost to Spain!urgh...

Nevermind, luckily the score is 0-0. If not i gotta pay 5bucks to my dad. SHOOO LUCKY.

Don't need to worry me la. Im okay right now:D I promise you I will be guai guai one. You also can't broke your promise kay?:D

Lijing

STUCKATTHEHOUSE

Hello blog. It's a nice saturday,but i'm stuck here to finish the oh-so-bloody homework.I wan't to go out!:(

The tuition homework dat makes me can't even breathe properly. The piano exam which i wanna kill myself. I hope the results will not that hmmm ugly. I just wan't a pass in my certificate,please bless me GOD. If not I'll die in front of my mum. Die of her nagging,scolding or whatever so.

JULY. A birthday month. Many peoples' birthday:D I gotta choose alot of presents for 'em. STICKYSWEETS,DRESS OR HMMM MAYBE BARBIE DOLL?hahaha..I think the person who receive this present will cry in front of me!hee;D

I'm glad that you created a new blog for me:D I didnt even think of it lar, I thought you were playing at facebook till ignored me and somemore wanna scold you already one. Hee;D Don't angry when see this post,at least i didnt scold you;) I just don't like you scold me, I don't like this feelings. IDONTWANTYOUSCOLDME:( Promise me kay? Don't need worry for my finger lar, it's jus cut little bit only mar:D

FIFA World Cup Final, I gotta watch it:D i should support who? Spain or Holland? But the octopus Paul predicted Spain gonna win, ssooo which shall i support?:D I wanna skip school on Monday. Mum,please let me to ponteng kay?Hope 4Belian got alot of absentees,so that the teachers won't teach. Awh, or maybe the teachers also will skip school for world cup!;DDD hahahah...

Okay, gotta finish up my komsas. Dua peristiwa yang mengharukan berdasarkan novel papa. Papa, i gotta kritik you for the one whole page wrong. I am about to send a complain letter to the author with my tuition friends to request to change the ending of this novel. LOL.

Lijing<3

Sponge Bobs

Hello blog.You're being dead for so long.Im sorry:(Im being very random these days,please don't blame me!:D If you're get annoyed by my singing,please do tell me kay?:D I'll try to control my emotional and the feelings to being hyper=D

I actually did watch FIFA world cup for the first time.Proud of myself!:D New experience watching wif friends and whole bunch of crowds. Haha,it's kinda fun though. Everybody will be cheering for the own team. And i shouted for a off-site goal of Argentina=.= whatthehellla, my image no more already. Don't classify me into crazy women shout for nothing la. Haha..first time watching football at midnight. The next day,I almost can't wake up! O-M-G la,and i reached school with my half eyes and panda eyes:( Hahahahah...

My results not that good anyway:( screwed up everything.Haihs...what a pityful results.The worst in my life man.Feel like crying only.And awh oh, Hari Terbuka,as usual my dad talked alot of bla-bla-bla crap. Feel like finding a hole and bury myself there. Walaupun Pn Tan said me quite good. But my dad still asked alot of thing. All the way sweating,like rain water. Hahah,poor me. Nevermind,case closed now.

I realised that recently,I went for much outings which all were damn fun:D camwhore,took alot of pictures. But the guys were damn potong. Especially PHENG SIEW HO and IAN CHONG. I feel like belasah you both only. Making me taking the camera for so long but cnt even took a proper pictures. Haha, but still fun la cuz can see KOO JIA XIN wore skirt wor 0.o Mel's potluck party was fun too=D took alot of pictures. Still got others, but don't really remember it. So just forget about it!LOL.

YOU,yeah you.I just hope that you don't think much:D Jus believe in me kay? I really will try my best for you. Learn to do something for my love. People said that first love wouldn't end up together. I dunno whether is true anot. But i just will do my best. Get all my love:D The words you said to me yesterday really touched my heart. I feel like we're going back to last time when we first met. hahahah...Looking to all the pictures. I feel so warm and secure. I love you:D

I want the pink colour soft toy:( so nice!but nobody wanna let me buy:(

baby baby baby<3

Now is 10.51pm,means still got 1hour and 9minutes is our one year anniversary. I jus noe I'm extremly hyper now. Cuz u're back. Well..yesterday went to Genting. It was awesome! =) I somemore hyper till wanna go for a movie after back to ou:D But nobody wanna teman me,damn sad lor:(

I miss you:)

Final Fantasy

How i hope the holidays will not end:( I think this is the busiest holidays i have ever had. Projects,outings and travelling= tiring. Well..nvm..it's kinda fun though=) But gonna spend much money. Bye my money,you're flying away from me=(

Recently got few people heart to heart talk wif me=) But some are quite sad. Now I jus wanna tell you all,no matter wad me this friends will be there for you guys:) Haha...I kinda thought much things during this mid-year exams. I know how to handle my feelings,learnt how to care and love people, and get closer to many friends=) This made me grow up alot but as it mentally la..haha;D YOU'LL GROW UP AFTER YOU HAD CAME OVER WITH THE PAIN. OH OH...I'm a mature girl now;D

I love you.The feelings is great.And do smile more,don't put a sour face out.You'll scared alot of ppl,especially me.The moment in cinema was great:)Ohya...I'm sorry shu=( didnt buy you a birthday present.Pai seh.I'll get you when school reopen=)Haha..and the rabbit is cute(you know how to do 1 la?:P)

Althought Min Ern I misunderstand your real meaning of your statement. But I have my own thought on this statement alr:)

ILY

IMY

INY

Jing<3

真真的的很懒惰！

什么都是我做！

但又不听我的哦！

什么都跟我撒娇噢！

但我又什么都听她的！

唉！

宠坏她了：〔

真是自讨苦吃

但我仍然爱她：〕

陪着她走过人生的

他：〕

Falling down to the ground

I just love the way u speak,
the way u smile.
you say your're like mood swinging,
don't worry,i believe that i can stabil you emotional,
with my heart,
truly sincere heart.
yes,i'm jealous,i'm sad,i'm angry,
but your one promise would calm me down,
i love you<3

QWERTYUIOP;)

<3 ILY

<3 IMY

<3 INY

The above statement prove that you're wanted:D Min Ern, Im love this statement<3

Gonna spend my whole sweet night to online and watch tv=)

Text?maybe la..don't have the mood yet.Feel like writing a long post for my almost dead blog only=)

The duration of exams for SMK DJ last TWO weeks.First week hardcore study like shit.
1st day-chinese and mathematics

2nd day-add math and Bm paper 1(Pn.Tan thank you for telling us that the add math paper you set was very EASY,I really LOVE you)

3rd day-Biology and english paper 1(PN LIM M.L,IF YOU WANNA FAIL MY BIO PAPER THEN JUST GO AHEAD,I DON'T SCARE YOU.I DONT MIND.IN THE OTHER SIDE,I'M VERY HAPPY CUZ I CAN FIND A CHANCE TO LOOK FOR DATIN AND COMPLAIN ABOUT YOU,DAMN YOU.I REGRET THAT I DIDNT GO MELAWAN YOU,LIKE WAD DELON SAID,TAKE A BUKU PERATURAN TO ME AND PROVE THAT YOU CAN FAIL A STUDENT WHEN SHE/HE IS EATING AT THE HALL.DON'T YOU FEEL UNFAIR THAT EVERYBODY'S EATING BUT SHE JUST KENA ON ME ONE PERSON)

4th day-chemistry and sejarah(speechless)

5th day-physics and pjk(i love physics paper<3,I slept after tembak-ing all the questions during pjk paper;D)

6th day(today)-BM paper 2.My beloved teacher,Cik Aini,you didnt even teach us the hikayat Indera Nata,I dont even noe a single thing about it.screw it=( oh oh..and also the pola ayat and peribahasa.12marks gone=( *sob sob*

Well..left 3more days then i'm free!:D

Sunway lagoon,outings,Power point projects and shopping,I'm desperating looking for you all=) ohya...I feel like going courses during holidays,who wanna come wif me?;D let's start the party!


I LOVE YOU

I MISS YOU

I NEED YOU

goodnight!

Oh, let's screw up mid-term exams together!!!=(

Happy Mother's Day!:D

遲來的一封信

拉不下面的愛情,不算是真正的愛情.

以條件作為交友的選擇,這種愛情,我會瞧不起它.

不被信任的愛情,勉將維持下去也沒有用.

Today I went to 1u for shopping.But i just dunno why i don't have the mood at all.Last time i used to talk,look the people around me but my brain just thought about the one thing.Ice-cream i thought it would make my feelings better.While eating,i felt nothing.Got one moment i don't even know wad it taste like.Can i get through all these?Until i read this story,it touched me.

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand andsaid, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce.. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactoryanswer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I justpitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces.

The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front ofme, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing somethingat the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did notcare so I turned over and was asleep again. In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal alife as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage. This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning.. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request. I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions.. . She laughed loudly andthought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention wasexplicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her inmy arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily. Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head. Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out.To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute.

I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. Iheld her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs.

Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore. She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead.. Do you havea fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammedthe door and burst into tears.

I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart. That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in thebank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

愛就是這樣嗎?可能等到有那一天你會突然想起我,擔心我你才會懂吧!不多想了,一切順其自然吧...
我會把對你的思念告訴風,然後讓它隨風而去....

Uh oh...I just need someone to tell me now.

1. Screw all your homework.
2.Don't need to study.
3.There's no exams.
4.Go play all you want,have fun.
5.Sleep whenever when you are tired.
6.Go high with ur buddies.
7.Don't worry and stress,i'll be your side.I love you.

Well..I think this will only happen in my dream:(

Fly away

Form 4 life is tough,and everybody has their own stuff to busy.How about me?=(

Opinions on pornography???Can anyone tell me wad can i write 4 the essay base on this topic?:(

Controlling my hands,brain and heart:(

Sour power

School has reopened.Got back all my results:) But i don't really satisfy,got too many A- :( Gotta work very very very hard in mid-term exam.And now i realised that some teachers are suck at giving books mark.Everytime got pass up all homework but didnt get full marks. stupidstupidstupid.

Everything at school are okay except for HOMEWORK.Gosh...can you all don't give us so many homework?:( Ohya...still got the oral test:( *sob sob* I'm not good at speaking:( Pls don't let me fail my oral test.NO..I must think that i'll be able to do very well. I must be very confident(convincing and conforting myself).Crazy me.

Ahha..gotta go FOC buffet at Seoul Garden at this friday's night:D yay!!!After that maybe gonna go for a late night movie wif bestie:) Our science tuition teacher belanja:)Why?Because we got an A for her science.I don't even remember she said that before last year before pmr=.= till she reminded me few days ago.haha..nicenicenice.

I love staying back wif you.It's awesome:D You cheer till so cute:) although you not really cheering yesterday.I hope i can be wif you forever.Your concern,care and love make me feel i'm wanted:D I just love you.I don't want us to be quarrel about small matter again.I just wanna cherish every moment we be together:D Can we do that?:)

Jing

-She loves everybody and she wants you-

Heart talks

Talked wif him till very late last night:) Heart to heart talk was really nice:D since so long we didnt chat like this.The feelings was awesome:) You're always there for me,i love you.I just wanna tell you now,Don't jealous too much,no good.It's nothing for you to jealous,understand?You've stolen my heart nobody could ever take it:D

Tenth:)

10 can mean many things,

10 pieces of paper

10 books

10dramas

10 people

But this 10 is very meaningful to me:)

It means the 10th month we be together:D

I love the promises you gave to me and I hope it'll be forever.

Now i jus don't wanna think much and enjoy the moment we be together:D

Ily:)

vanila+chocolate=?

erm...naughty bubu wan me update.But the problem is wad to write?:( Holiday is very very boring but I don't wan't schoool to reopen becuz i don wan handle those stress and homework:( I wan go shopping:D


sleep on the beach,
lay on ur shoulder and let the sunshine kiss me:)

Fox's mints

This holidays is damn nice except for I still got tuition:) Don care alr,i don't wanna go!!!:)haha..erm..talk bout wad leh?Exam?holy crap:( I think I gonna dead when the school reopen and as well as my oral test also:( stress form 4.If I found out who's the one who say form 4 is a honey moon year,i gotta whack him/her up!!!

bubu no naughty la,

she is just manja:)

Bad bubu always naughty. Even update blog also lazy=.=

All i hope is everything you said when we chat is reality:)

Nothing to write edi...

bye

Exam's over!!!:) Holiday is here.enjoy it:D

Just a short one:D

Exam is around the corner,so i have been studying in all this while.oh wait..all this while?Sorry,let me do a correction,is all in this week and next week onlyD: It's bad that we gotta sit the exam in the hothothot hall.I hate the position that i'm sitting):I don't like being seated in the front,it's horrible.Yet,I still got many stuff haven't study.Eg:Sejarah,I didnt even touch the textbook..ewww...D: omg..I still gotta do my essay for tuition homework:(And I still left 2more days to go:( Monday is the time for me to enter the hell or heaven.It's just a line difference.Heaven or hell?It'll be known on monday:D/D:

Stress stress stress:(

Ops..sorry:( My previous post was jus too...geram...wanna remain calm now:D I don't want school to reopen:(I don't want study,don't want bury in homework,don't want go tuitions:( Tomorrow will be a day for me to do all my homework and most important oral test:( Ohya..I still gotta attend my add math tuition:( sob sob* I wan't more holidays and more ang pau!(:

I admit i was wrong that i cnt keep my promise.But it's reali the 1st time i cnt stay back 4 u after school.I cnt help it.The stress and force from my parents was enough to make me feel that bad and stress.I jus wan ur understanding.U say i didnt understand you,then did you?U ask urself.I quarrel wif them becuz i jus wanna be wif you only.After we broke up,u noe how sad and angry was i when saw the message u accidentally sent to me at the midnight 2am?"Grandma,i broke up wif my girlfriends.actually we have a lot of problems.erm..dunno la..jus wanna tell u:)" Yes..the smiley face killed me.u sms her a smiley face but me ohwell,u go hell wif ur excuses.why her?I dunno why.Ya..ur loyalty is this?wow...it's so great for you to say that.I really hate you.U say u're empty when u're alone at school.U think i'm not when at my house?Quarrel wif my parents jus becuz of you.yes you.stupid me.Today somemore thought that i wanna think positive and be back a friend wif you.But after reading ur blog.bull shit!I hate you!you jus wan me to stay back wif you and when i cnt u jus do that to me!u say u love me?well..wad's the love in this?when u're stress wif ur studies,wanna break up,was me there to comfort you.eventhough u said u don love me eyes to eyes.When got problems,i jus wanna find a friend to chat.U say me wan talk to joey is becuz wan her side me to help me,talk goods bout me.But i really jus wanna find a friend to talk to when i'm sad.I really hate you.Think bout urself.wad you've do 4 me be4?think bout it.U spoiled my whole chinese new year.And this will be a scar in my heart till my end of life.I wont forget bout it.YOU BULL SHIT!!!Come n tell me now is a waste of ur life to crazy bout me!!!And is jus becuz i cnt stay back 4 u!!!Stupid me!!!at the 1st i don even should believe it when jia xin told me u lik me!!!I shouldnt involve in this!!!waiting for me is the waste for you,loving you is the shit of me!!!I shoudnt even crazy bout u that stupid much!!!U said i don trust you!!!go think bout it when a girl after break up don even till 5 minutes saw that damn message sent by her ex to a girl at midnight!!!u go ask any girl!!will she burst!!! I hate you!!!U said i'm jealous,yes i'm!!!even u saw me took pics wif a small bro u also jealous,i saw this message i wont jealous!!!I even burst ar!!!almost throw my phone alr!!!bull shit la u!!!

*100post

I dunno wad's going on.My heart breaks.At the moment i saw that message,i felt lik throwing my phone to the floor.I didnt sleep well last night.Heartbeat fast lik hell.Suspecting wad's wrong wif my heart:(I cant stay strong anymore.Is jus too deeply.haiz.Chinese new year?screw it up.no mood.And i gotta bury in my damn shit homework.I cant stand it.I really cant.

bull shit,i miss you

Forget bout my bad memories and

jus rmb those good memories:D

Tic-Tock

Im sitting on my bed,holding my laptop and writting my this dear little post:D I've just read a person's blog and feel so touch either sad ?everybody has a dream but when u're chasing your dream in a different country,different environment and away from ur family,friends and love ones,you'll feel different.Although u're still under the same blue sky but really u're feel much much different:( alone,what is left wif you is jus the same shiny bright stars to be wif u.

Haiyo..why am i so into it?I wont leave my home now:D I aint gonna go overseas and study.Maybe yes but it gonna be few years later.no worries now:)Suddenly thought of what is my dream?WHATISMYDREAM?Be a fashion designer?(becuz i love clothes:D)A physicologist?Help ppl to solve their problems:)OR weddingplannerbankeraccountant?:)My way gonna be clear as im growing more mature:)My future gonna be bright ya?:D

jing

*97:)

I'm here again:D well..again a tiring week:( But yesterday i skip unggul:) haha...naughty girl..chinese new year is coming but i still don feel anything:( oh wait..chinese new year is around corner mean very fast i gotta do my oral test?!!!:(

Pathetic life.i hope 2010 will end faster.i hate this year.Am i too fast to say this becuz this month is jus January!!!bull shit.I should get myself into it.I need something to release my stress!!!Every day buried in damn homework especially essays!!!ah damn..arghhh...ohya ohya..this year valentine's day fall on the 1st day of chinese new year.again another bull shit.no fun at all.but did i have fun at every past year?haha..i dunno.maybe yes by receiving presents from my girlfriends?bff?haha..

I want back my oh-so-free-life la!!!even though want me go back last year and retake my pmr i also dont mind.ohno ohno..i should think things that in future!!!i'm convincing my mind.AHAHA!!!Am i crazy alr?YESORNOYESORNOYESORNOYESORNO???

Ohya..I learn someting new in my english tuition.The book mentioned that 'writing an essay is jus lik cooking.No matter wad way u use,you still gotta start somewhere else'.Writing essays jus lik cooking?hahaha...

Wondering my life will become how?:S wanna try something new and interesting BUT not ADD MATHANDESSAYS!!!BULL SHIT.


I want...
I want...
I want...
Wad i want?
Can someone tell me wad am i?

okay..finally got a chance and come here to online..
3rd week of school and i was really really really busy though:(
buried in school homework which were freaking alot,tuitions and schools,koku:(
this schedule is repeating everyday except for weekend.
i can rest:) But well,i still haven finish my damn essay:(
gonna do some research on this.
uh oh..this year i gonna abandon all my dramas and online so-damn happy moment:(

I wanna stay strong

reading 'papa' now:)
uh oh..the story is not bad so it encourage me to continue reading it:D
But it's damn stress wif all those school homework,tuitions and kokurikulum:(
Add math..ohhhhhh..my killer man..
i think i gonna blog once a week huh?
Mummy says gonna bring me go buy new year clothes on Febraury:D
yay!!! but she gonna bring me go those all expensive expensive shops:0
guess wad will i do?maybe i not gonna dare pick even a clothes up?
naah...maybe my mum would jus encourage to buy more:Dhahaha...
continue reading my papa=)

Everything back to normal huh?

1st week school pass.And i'm trying my very best to suit in my class and form 4:) Add math,biology,physics and english are my killer man but i'll gambateh:D Co-curiculum gonna start in this week time,stay back 4 chinese class and tuitions.uh oh...gonna be busy again but still i'll have my own time to online i guess:D

It's over and left wif a broken heart

I still remember that u've told me be4 our 1st love is gonna last forever.It's so insulting after u said this and now it ended wif you don love me anymore.I don believe it when u said that through sms but today u had made me trust it.You said it to me eyes to eyes YOU DON LOVE ME ANYMORE.My tears is rolling in my eyes.How could u hurt me like this?But after when i walked pass your class i saw that u're looking at me and when i look over you you jus turned around your head.Why u change that fast?i don understand.You noe i've thought alot of reasons for you.Maybe you jus angry jus will say that/Maybe you too stress wif ur studies/Maybe,maybe n alots of maybe.ur 5words today really made me hurt.you don even wanna talk much to me.I jus request for a why cant you jus answer me honestly?I noe u sure got a reason.Wad happen to you?Am i really a burden to u in ur studies?

I hate you but I more hate myself.I'm still missing you right now.every moment i wanna try forgotten about everything but it reminds me more.About our memories,those letters,sweet words and care.Whenever i'm sad, happy,stress wif studies or wad you'll be the one to comfort me,the shoulder for me to rely on.You're my motivation to go school and study.You're so damn important to me.Without you i dunno how my life could goes on.Sorry maybe i'm that selfish.Now jus left me alone here.Maybe i should pray 4 a heavy rain so that i could go under it and refresh myself to face the cruel fact.Maybe I chould have an accident which I can lost all the memories.But i noe it's impossible.Maybe i should put this memories remains in my heart and lock it in a deep deep way.I really miss you.alone here feel sucks.I could be crying more and more times now.

School,

Well..what should i say bout it?

So far so good?oh no!!!should be so far so stress and bad:(

My expectation before school starts was damn freaking high!!

But after the 1st day school,it changed to disappointment..seperate wif all my friends..wth

Those teachers starting to teach n gave homework:(

Stress stress stress..in class totally felt lik left out alr:(but luckily still got hui xian sit beside me.

Then today met back Grace:) yay!!!she made me felt damn happy in the biology lab:D

After recess shock came to my class..freaking happy..kesian hui yuan:(

pity she is the only one left in Angsana..

I still miss 3Belian'09 alot alot alot:(

It's much much much more better than my class now:(

Boo the school!!!

Form 4 sucks!

Pathetic school life:(

Hope i can get used to it as fast as possible..

GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF!!!

2010 , Happy New Year:)

Let me talk about my past few years in secondary school life:)

2007

we'd been changed to a totally new environment which was new school,new teachers,new friends and so on.totally scary but after a few months i get used to it:D nice teachers,LESS HW(haha) and also tuitions.relaxing year.I still remenber that i love KHB periods so much cuz can getta eat keropok and nerds withouth teacher knowing,awesome!:)after school will be rushing to the bubble tea's stall there and bought it.haha..2007 past damn fast:D

2008

Again a relaxing year:) But we always lik to ask why this year like past till damn slow 1?that's for the first week.after that no more complainings..we used to enjoyed alot alot:)especially Pn Julie's period.hehe:P Zu-en normally will sleep when she was teaching tatabahasa.When she woke up then she'll asked notes from us.haha..funny cuz P.Julie nvr ever caught her in sleeping.lucky:P While Hui Yuan will be there kept non-stoping writing something on the books.Not that tatabahasa notes it was her super super nice novel.haha..ppl will thought she really tat rajin coying those notes.me?i think i jus keep talking wif jia xin only but we very good when teachers teaching we'll be so quiet n listen to it.haha:P miss this year alot:(

2009

wow..pmr year.everybody were nervous bout this from the starting of the year.but since Julai i think i so hope that pmr gonna end faster:)after doing many exercise i've the confident alr except language.screw it up but who cares i also got my results alr.straight A's!!!:D Happy year:)

2010

i think it gonna be a fun year too!!!:D form four???honeymoon year??haha..i guess so:) on the 1st day i gonna ask the same question again why this year lik go till so slow??hahaha:D

everything the best in this year!!!:D
Good Luck to me:)