fear

jus now received a call....
from the voice on the phone i can know that was you..
but i jus off it becuz i had heard something..
and i dont dare to listen anymore...
i scare that all my hope in this while will burst into many pieces..cant repair it anymore..
i jus dont dare..i dont have the guts..
i'm shivering now...
i scare my heart cant overcome it...
i scare i will burst into tears uncontrolly..
i need you now...